Stella242

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Joined: May 29, 2009
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 77863

My name is Mary
I was birthed on June 30, 1994.
I am obsessed with a few things-
-Mythology
-Reading
-Singing
-Dancing
-and Writing

My friends, family, and, most importantly, God have been what get me through even the toughest situations.
My friends go to me for advice before anyone else. People I don't even know that well have asked me for advice before simply because they have no where else to go.
I am not judgemental, I always see the good in people, I can be lazy, forgetful, a bit spacey and weird, and I happen to be shy with people for the first 10 minutes of meeting someone or so.
I'm a senior in high school and I plan to major in English and minor in philosophy and writing in college.
Well.. That's me (:




As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself and one for helping others.
-Audrey Hepburn


Tell them to look up, tell them to remember the stars. The stars are always there but we miss them in the clouds and dirt, we miss them in the storms. Tell them to remember hope, we have hope.
-Renee Yohe


Quotes by Stella242

My friend, Isaac, has cancer. 

He's a sophomore in high school and is seriously an amazing, whale loving, funny, and adorable guy. He didn't see this coming at all.

Can I get some favs for him? To show people they support him.

Dear mascara ads.
I don't want to have the "fake lash look"
I want to look naturally beautiful. 
Not fake.

Sincerely, is is just me?

12 Day Challenge
1) Describe your relationship status

Taken by the most amazing guy in the world (:

 


1) Introduce yourself with a lyric
3) who are the most important people in your life?
4) List your 3 favorite movies.
5) What annoys you more than anything?
6)What's your favorite book?
7) Describe your personality with five words.
8) What do you do for education/work?
9) What's your favorite TV show?
10) List all the people you have slept with by their initials.
11) How many quotes have you made so far?
12) What would you like to do in the next ten years?

12 Day Challenge
1) Introduce yourself with a lyric

Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

 


2) Describe your relationship status
3) who are the most important people in your life?
4) List your 3 favorite movies.
5) What annoys you more than anything?
6)What's your favorite book?
7) Describe your personality with five words.
8) What do you do for education/work?
9) What's your favorite TV show?
10) List all the people you have slept with by their initials.
11) How many quotes have you made so far?
12) What would you like to do in the next ten years?

Attention guys on Witty.
I think us witty girls have admitted what we like in a guy enough... You need to start telling us what guys really like. ( :

The hobbit you just called fat?
He’s skipping 2nd breakfast.
The dwarf woman you called ugly?
She spends hours braiding her beard so you can differentiate her from a dwarf man.
The Uruk-Hai you just killed?
He’s been abused by Saruman.
See that Gollum creature with the gangly limbs & large eyes?
For 500 years the Ring poisoned his mind.
That Elf you just made fun of for crying?
He just lost her wizard friend to a Balrog.
Fav if you are against bullying in Middle-Earth


 



How many times do I have to scream before someone hears me?

How many butterflies do I have to draw then soon after, kill?

How long does it take to realize friends aren't really friends?

How long does it take to accept you've lost yet another person you loved?

How long does it take me to get over the regrets you have and realize I made the right decision?

How long does it take you to just forgive and forget?


How long does it take to realize life is actually worth living?

 


And my worst fear...
Is to be forgotten.
I want to be remembered even after I'm gone.
I want to live a life so fully
that when I die even the undertaker will feel sorry.




 

She died two years ago today.
My childhood best friend, Lucy, died last year from leukemia.
She was diagnosed with it not long after her first third birthday.
She fought it and survived.
Two years after she joined a project at her school called "Big Sister Project"
My mom had left when I was a kid and was being raised by an older father.
She stepped in as my big sister, as my role model, when I had no one.
I asked her once why she did and she told me,

"Life is fragile, I should know.
I don't want anyone going through life
feeling as if they have no one."

When I started high school she was a senior.
She showed me where every class was and what classes were good ones.
She was my life line.
Three months before graduation she was told her leukemia was back.
Her parents worked while she was in the hospital.
I missed school many times simply to be with her.
Everyone, even she, knew that she wasn't going to make it this time.
They called and told me she had a mere hour or so to live.
I went to the hospital and ran up to her room.
She looked at me and began crying.
"Come here." She said holding out her arms.
I ran into them and we hugged.
"Why did you come? I know you had school."
I answered with,

"Life is fragile, I should know.
I don't want anyone going through life
feeling as if they have no one."

She smiled and closed her eyes. I hugged her tight and she hugged me.
Ten minutes later she died in my arms.
Her parents and I cried together.
I miss her like no one I have ever missed.


Lucy I love you big sister, and always will <3
I hope to see you in heaven one day (:


Ps. No this is not just for attention so please don't say anything about it being fake.

A Gun, a lie, and a hypnotist


                "It's not worth it Sam. Please, put it down." I struggled to say as I looked down the barrel of the same gun that killed my fiancé. A warm tear slid down my face and I swallowed,
                "You lied to me!" She whispered in her Texas twang, "You promised you wouldn't tell! You promised you wouldn't hurt me! Look at what you did!" With every sentence her voice grew until, eventually, it became a shrill scream. "My life is ruined because of it!"
                "I didn't promise you anything! I didn't tell anyone about us either!" I shouted back, growing increasingly angry. "I keep my promises. It was you who distorted a meaningless relationship into something it wasn't! You're insane!"
                "I am not." She said calmly. She took a deep breath and her hand tightened on the gun. At the same time she closed her eyes and I closed mine. Then, she pulled the trigger.
                In my fiancé's case there wasn't a reason or a suspect and, to the police, it looked as if they didn't need a suspect, they had ruled it a suicide. I knew better though. Two weeks ago my fiancé was killed. Three weeks ago I had cheated on her. Four weeks ago, I met Sam.



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