StolenRain

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Joined: December 30, 2009
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So I'm Julia,
I'm a lot different than a lot of people
I don't where make up or hang out with my friends on a friday night
Really, I have no life
I dance every single day of the week
and read and write all the other free time I have
I fall easily and crumble in the snap of a finger
I'm a huge nerd and I love nerdy guys to death.
I cry a lot (not in front of people)
I'm a talentless dreamer
I have fifty million layers of myself, I can't even tell what kind of person i am.
I only have a few real friends, two i haven't seen in over a year. 
I can't wait to grow up, so i can actually do something with my life.
Sometimes the closest people do me let me down.

 




Quotes by StolenRain

30 days/30 letters.


Dear Sister,

(D.D.X)

I could honestly have never asked for a better sister. You're caring and harsh at the same time. That's how it should be done. Sometimes I feel like you were the actual person who raised me. You taught me manners, the rules of life, and the truth. You were the only one willing to tell me the truth, thanks for the criticism, it's making me stronger. I miss you. 


Thanks for everything,

Julia





 

All I want to do is get over him.

I can fall in love with someone and I still wont be over him.

He just wont leave.


 


Dear mom,

I wish you would open your eyes...
and see how limply my left arm hangs behind me...
and how the scars are fading but urges arent.

i wish you would open your ears...
to hear me crying at night.


I wish you would open your heart, to actually realize how I am.







I remembered walking into 7th grade.

I was the mysterious new kid who bottled everything up. 
I was supposed to be the clever girl who could understand other people.
I was the unbreakable girl with the hidden past.
I never cried, I was happy. But inside I was slowly crumbling.




Here I am in 8th grade.
I cry every time shower, "shampoo gets in my eyes". Then I cry myself to sleep.
I walk around with my shoulders slumped over and my head down, I could care less now.
I put on a fake smile and retreat into myself, it's the only place left for me.

Look what happened:
       the unbreakable girl fell apart









I hate how three things run through my mind when I talk to you:

Why are you talking to me?

Why am I responding?

Why do I care so much?

I'm never ever going to like you ever again.


But I know, I'm never going to get over you.


Day Nine: Two Smilers that describe my life right now


:/  :''''(

 







Day One: 10 things I want to say to 10 people.
Day Two: 9 things about myself.
Day Three: 8 ways to win my heart.
Day Four: 7 things that cross my mind a lot.
Day Five: 6 things I wish I've never done.
Day Six: 5 people who mean a lot to me(in no special order).
Day Seven: 4 turn offs.
Day Eight: 3 turn on's.
Day Nine: 2 smilers that describes my life right now.
Day Ten: 1 confession



Day Three: 3 turn on's

1. Pretty eyes
2. Ruffling your hair
3. Smiling 

 



Day One: 10 things I want to say to 10 people.
Day Two: 9 things about myself.
Day Three: 8 ways to win my heart.
Day Four: 7 things that cross my mind a lot.
Day Five: 6 things I wish I've never done.
Day Six: 5 people who mean a lot to me(in no special order).
Day Seven: 4 turn offs.
Day Eight: 3 turn on's.
Day Nine: 2 smilers that describes my life right now.
Day Ten: 1 confession

Day Seven: 4 turn offs

1. Yawning with your mouth wide open and not covering it with your mouth
2. Over swearing to be "cool"
3.  Walking to slow in the hall ways
4. Talking way to loud for attention


 


Day One: 10 things I want to say to 10 people.
Day Two: 9 things about myself.
Day Three: 8 ways to win my heart.
Day Four: 7 things that cross my mind a lot.
Day Five: 6 things I wish I've never done.
Day Six: 5 people who mean a lot to me(in no special order).
Day Seven: 4 turn offs.
Day Eight: 3 turn on's.
Day Nine: 2 smilers that describes my life right now.
Day Ten: 1 confession
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