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After the sunset we started talking and it
wasted a lot of the time we had left. Normally I
would have been extremely tired since I got up before
five in the morning, but I was actually wide awake. i
find that hard to believe. My phone buzzed
5 times which meant it was time for school already.
''Man that went by quick!'' I
said as I got up and brushed off my jeans.
''Need a ride?''
''Actually, i do.'' i said while
smiling. He lead me to his car on the other side of
the park and I got in. In just a few short minutes I was at
school ''Thanks for the ride.'' i said as I
walked off to my locker. Josh stood there. 'Oh
crap' I thought. ''Where were you a half
an hour ago?'' He asked in a curious voice.
''With Matt.'' i lied.
''I asked him if he knew where you were or have
seen you and he said no'' And..busted.
''Mandy, why are you lying to me? whats
up with you?''
''Look, i don't have to tell you
EVERYTHING of my life.'' I yelled as i started
storming off to class. What is up with me, more
like what is up with him. i had a tight feeling in my
stomach that this fight was over yet
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Matt did not
seem happy when i told him about my day. how I
finally figured out that i don't love Josh, how i
met Chase, and that Chase was the reason it toke me
so long to return home. Matt was pretty
shooken up by the new information that i told
him. ''So is this Chase guy like your new
best friend?'' If that was all Matt
could come up to ask me then i am pretty
dissapointed. ''No, of course
not!'' deep down i think he just
wants to know that at least one person doesn't
care if he is gay or not.We were silent for a while as we started
on our homework. I thought about how I should probably reply
to josh's texct message but I just didn't
feel like it. I just don't want to
hurt any of his feelings yet. He really is sweet. I
still don't know how I am going to
break it to him.
*a week later*
me and Chase met up at the park to watch the
sun rise. We know it is really early in the morning and we have
school in a few hours but we just thought it would be cool
to do this. ''Can you see the sun set
good from the south side?'' This is one of those things
we have in common, sunsets. ''Oh real
good.'' he said. ''It looks so
perfect.'' i said when the sun rose up.
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Everytime I
try to tell my best friend about how I am not
into Josh anymore, they have to leave for some
odd reason. Matt, my best friend, thinks that
me and Josh should have been done a long time ago.
When i first told Matt about me and Josh he totally flipped
out. Not like he would have any feelings for me because,
well..Matt's gay. He is a guy friend anyways. School
went by slowly today and all i thought about
was the guy I bumped into on accident. i have never seen
him around school before, maybe he is new. I never got his
name though. i wish I did. He was real
good-looking, too bad he looked like he was a
senior. Josh was in the same class as me this period and I
could feel his eyes burning ito my skin. How do
I tell Josh about this? How do i tell him
I am not into him anymore? Wait a minute,
who said i had to tell him anything.
When I get bored in class things like ttexting
happens:
Mandy: how long will it take u 2 get 2 my house from
marta's?
*5 minutes later*
Matt:bout 15 mins. y?
Mandy: just come,k?
Matt:gottcha
Now the tricky part, figuring out how to make the day
go by faster, how in the world is that supposed
to happen?I managed to get it to work
by thinking about the guy I bumped into earlier. I
wish I could see him again today.
*ring ring* and there is the bell. I guess that
wasn't so hard. I threw my backpack over my
shoulder and headed out. i heard a fairly familar voice
when i stepped out the school doors. ''Hey it's
you again'' he said. I just slightly nooded.
''Hey before I forget, what's your
name?''
''Mandy, and you?''
''Chase'' He said while smiling.
''Well it's nice to meet you
Chase'' I said, smiling back at him. how
can one person be so good-looking?
''Pleasure's all mine.''
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''Aren't you done yet?''
Josh questioned as if he didn't already know the
answer. Josh is my boyfriend, has been for four
months now. ''No...'' It was the middle of
the school year and Josh wanted to start taking me to
school. Something I did not look forward to at
all. i can hardly make conversation with the
boy, how am I going to stay in a car for twenty
minutes and talk. I couldn't just be silent because
that was over the top rude. I have tried all
excuses possible but he worked around them. Josh is
sweet, really sweet , but sometimes I
think i just need more then sweet. He just
doesn't give me butterflies in my stomach any more. He
doesn't have that spark to him no
more. I miss that. Before we could do anything
together and we would laugh it out later. He was like a
bestfriend and a boyfriend before but now he is just not the
same. It gets me wodering, do I honestly love Josh?I
haven't been able to answer that for a
month or so.When we got to school I tried
to dash for my locker but he tried to kiss me
instead. I dodged the kiss and went down the
hall. ''don't follow me,
don't...'' I said to myself. Of
course, he followed me. '' Babe, something
wrong?'' I wish he would stop calling me
''babe'' if that is all he
can think to call me then i might as well die.
Why not ''Hey, beautiful'' or something?
'' Oh, no , nothing wrong'' I said
quickly and walked off. I bumped into someone in front me
as I dashed off.
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Prologue:
Life does not always work out for Mandy Katopolis, or as
she is known to be Mandy Kat. Let's just say from a distance,
Mandy is one of those shy people who only expresses herself
to very close friends. She dreams big of her future.
She is always busy with her boyfriend who she doesn't
even know if she is in love with yet. She may have
said the words ''I love you'' so many
times to him but she isn't sure if she means it. Maybe
she is still on the hunt for the right one at 17,
that is perfectly normal. What is not normal is
falling for some guy she just met. Let's see how far she
can go with dating someone she doesn't love but
falling for a stranger at the same
time.