Stupid_Hearts

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Joined: June 1, 2009
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my.name.is.paige.
my family doesn't understand me. i have the best friggin friends in the entire world, and they love me to death, even though i may embarass them with my freakishness sometimes. i have the best boyfriend in the entire world that i don't deserve.</3 my iPod's name is Pikachu, and it is my whole life. my phone's name is Tabitha and it's the person i talk to when i'm sad(; i have an obsession with Harry Potter && Alice in Wonderland. the mad hatter is my future husband. for my birthday i got a pokemon toothbrush and got to go to texas with my bestest friend. i have this extreme crush on a fictional character named Edward Cullen. i forgot how much i loved reading over the past year. i've changed alot in so many ways that i'm not really sure who i am anymore. sometimes i just have to list crap like this to figure out just who i am. i like video games instead of reading magazines and watching movies. in some ways i'm more of a guy than a girl, but my best friends would tell you differently because i have this very girly side that a lot of people don't necessarily see on first glance. i never watch tv anymore, because all the good shows have been wiped out but buttmunching shows. i've always wanted a relationship where we don't have to care about what the other thinks; where we can be more like best friends than people that just kiss all the time. i believe that everything happens for a reason and whem one door closes another opens. i believe that you should have faith in yourself and have a positive outlook on life [[even if i dont]]. there are times when i just want to crawl in a hole. times when i feel like i'm just going to crumble into piece on the spot. but i think it's brave to put a smile on your face and act like your happy. it's showing the world that you can't let anything borhter you even if it does inside. witty is my own personal diary, <3

Quotes by Stupid_Hearts

im sick of people hurting me. im sick of love.

i gave up hope that he would ask me out.

but that doesn't mean i'm gonna stop trying.

i give up on a lot of things, but talking to him isn't gonna be one of them.

Yesterday,
my best guy friend who is also my ex told me that he still liked me. I asked him why. He gave me this long list of thing he liked about me. At the end he said, "You're different. You're who you want to be and not anyone else. You're one of a kind." I couldn't stop smiling the rest of the night. I was ecstatic at the fact that people understand that I'm not like everyone else.
I'm not a fake.

for the last week or so, i have kept sticky notes inside of my purse.
so that whenever i go into a public bathroom, i take a sticky note, write "your beautiful" on it and stick it to the mirror.
i feel the truth must be said.

i'm lazy.
make it pretty?
i get it credit.


justin bieber brings all the
girls to the yard, and
they're like, "can you even
get hard?"

i know that a lot of you girls
 out there have that one guy who broke you heart, but you would take him back at any moment. i always thought i was that way with my recent ex, but i learned recently its not.
he hurt me so bad the first time, that i've realized i couldn't ever handle that again. so when he came crawling back to me, i decided he would have to fight for me if he really wanted me back.
i stood up for myself, and it felt good. i had the chance that all you girls are waiting for to happen, but maybe you should

see if its really worth it.
A few months ago,
my heart was broken. My ex-boyfriend went out with my best friend and i didn't know how to keep
myself together. i would get on witty and read all these quotes, trying to find one that fit perfectly
with my mood. i found one that said,
"When you forget her, don't you dare remember me."
I found this as great advice and I've remembered it to this day.
so when this guy that i cried over for months get dumped by my best friend, he comes crawling back
to me. &all i seem to remember is,.
"When you forget her, don't you dare remember me."


Confessions; 2.

i'm afraid if i tell my friends about all the things i've considering, they won't want to be my friend anymore. believe me, i know how judgmental they can be.





Confessions; 1.
i'm not sure who i am anymore, or who i want to be.


i haven't posted a quote in a long while.
&&i think i know why. all my quotes have been about my heart being
broken or some problems i've been going through. i was trying to figure
out why i haven't posted anything, and then it came to me. nothing is
wrong. my heart hasn't been broken lately. everything is fine. for once in
my life i try to think of the flaws that i have in my life.
for once, i think i'm happy(: