Stupid_Hearts

my.name.is.paige.
my family doesn't understand me. i have the best friggin friends in the entire world, and they love me to death, even though i may embarass them with my freakishness sometimes. i have the best boyfriend in the entire world that i don't deserve.</3 my iPod's name is Pikachu, and it is my whole life. my phone's name is Tabitha and it's the person i talk to when i'm sad(; i have an obsession with Harry Potter && Alice in Wonderland. the mad hatter is my future husband. for my birthday i got a pokemon toothbrush and got to go to texas with my bestest friend. i have this extreme crush on a fictional character named Edward Cullen. i forgot how much i loved reading over the past year. i've changed alot in so many ways that i'm not really sure who i am anymore. sometimes i just have to list crap like this to figure out just who i am. i like video games instead of reading magazines and watching movies. in some ways i'm more of a guy than a girl, but my best friends would tell you differently because i have this very girly side that a lot of people don't necessarily see on first glance. i never watch tv anymore, because all the good shows have been wiped out but buttmunching shows. i've always wanted a relationship where we don't have to care about what the other thinks; where we can be more like best friends than people that just kiss all the time. i believe that everything happens for a reason and whem one door closes another opens. i believe that you should have faith in yourself and have a positive outlook on life [[even if i dont]]. there are times when i just want to crawl in a hole. times when i feel like i'm just going to crumble into piece on the spot. but i think it's brave to put a smile on your face and act like your happy. it's showing the world that you can't let anything borhter you even if it does inside. witty is my own personal diary, <3