SuicideSilence
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"Kill yourself."
Okay.
Bullying causes depression,
depression causes suicide,
suicide is killing,
killing in murder,
bullies are murderers.
FU*K BULLYING.
You know why people cut?
Because its a distraction.For one moment, you don't feel all the pain, the loss, the hurt. All you feel is that razor going into your skin, the blood dripping down your arm, leg, stomach. You don't think about how alone you are or about how fat and ugly you are. You don't think about the way people talk about you behind your back. You don't think about how your family is fighting or your friends hate you. All you think about is the blood. And the addicting part? Well that's when all the hurt and pain comes back. When the cut isn't fresh and you can feel all the build up of sadness and loneliness inside you. So you have to do it again, but a little deeper so the numbness will last longer. The pain inside will be delayed longer.And as the pain inside gets worse and worse, you have to make the pain outside worse and worse. It's all about control. You have it. You can't control the pain on the inside, so you get to control it on the outside.
She sat
alone,
Alone at home,
where her screams were silent,
but her mind was violent.
Her insecurities hid deep inside
and they did indeed eat her alive.
A tear rolled down her face,
as her heart began to race.
She took her blade and tore her skin,
where her depression lied deep within.
This went on for days, months, years,
and until she cried her very last tears.
She decided that she had enough,
the world around her was much too tough.
She took a gun to her head.
Congradulations society,
she is
dead.
"Describe what
it's like to cut?"
Well, go to
the beach. And walk in the water, blindfolded. You just keep
walking, you don't know where you're going. You just
know you're going deeper. That's what the build up to
cutting feels like. You don't know where you're going.
Depression has blinded you. All you know is you're going
deeper. Now just keep going until you drown. You want air, you
want relief, you don't want to be drowing anymore. Now
imagine the relief when someone pulls you out of the water.
That's what cutting is. Relief. Relief from all the pain
you've been drowning in. Relief from not feeling good
enough. Relief from the bullies at school. Relief from feeling
like your fat. Relief from your imperfections and insecurities.
You might find cutting disgusting and might never understan it
but when your drowning, you need saving. Y0u need relief. So
what is cutting like? It's
relief.
kjvdjsbjugb
Trust me, I know how it feels.
I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you.
I know what its like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart,
for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.
Your mother has to get therapy now because she went into deep depression over the fact that her baby is no longer here, your father regrets not stopping you and cries on his own time, all your bullies that said stuff to you regret it all and start to resort to self-harming, your best friend ended up becoming mentally ill; has an eating disorder. Your friends whom you were not close to but til spoke to start regretting not becoming close to you. Let's face it; the pain does not end, it passes on to your loved ones. I believe that the moment you hang yourself, overdose, or step off the edge you are going to hurt many people'. Every time your name is mentioned you will be remembered as the person who decided to end their life due to complications which could have been resolved. You do not want that. What you want is to recover and be victorious; so do that.