SuicideSymphony

He might take away my pain
And he just might make me smile but the whole time
I'm wishing he was you instead

Am I never gonna be good enough for you?
I can't keep pretending I'm alright
When nothing's alright..
'Cause I've lost it all
Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be
P e r f e c t..

The thing is..
I love you more than anything

But you just don't care, do you..?

All the words we couldn't say
Will fade away
And no-one'll know what we were
Or what we could've been

I just want to say;

I miss you, Angel. Every week, every day, every second. At night I cry myself to sleep knowing I can never be with you again.
You were always there for me but now.. I just don't know what to do anymore.
Whenever I was upset you knew exactly what to say.
You made my nights brighter and my days worth waking up for. You were and always will be, My Angel.
I live with guilt and regret knowing I could've saved you. I blame myself for your death.. I should've said those three words.

I . Love. You.

But now.. Now its too late..

No matter how nice I am

No matter how understanding I can be

No matter how I care so much

No matter how hard I try

No matter what I do it's;


N e v e r. E n o u g h.

I miss how you made me feel special
I miss how you made me feel safe
I miss how you made me feel wanted
And most of all
I miss how you said,
"I love you."

I live each day with a smile on my face
I laugh at all the jokes they make
I make everyone believe I'm okay

But at night, I cry myself to sleep
The whole facade falls apart
And I break down

I know I'm not the best for you
But promise that you'll stay
'Cause if I watch you go, you'll see me wasting
You'll see me wasting away..