You know the new 'Forever
Alone' trend going round? When mostly girls say they're
forever alone because they're forever single, Ya I'm one of
those girls that fits into the F.A trend, but I never really felt
it as being forever alone, forever is a long time, I always thought
of the trend to be very over dramatic but tonight I'm
starting to believe in forever. It may be the sappy love movie I
just watched or listening to Ed Sheeran's Kiss Me on repeat but
I'm almost in tears with the realization that I'll never
know the feeling he sings about, I'll never know the feeling
between the two lead characters, I...will never...feel....love... I
don't want some show stopping Hollywood love story, I know that
doesn't exist, let's not get carried away. I just want to
feel wanted, I want to know what it's like to be kissed by
someone who claims to love you even if they're wrong and not
really in love at all, atleast they felt so strongly for you
they thought it was love, even just for a
second.
"This feels like falling in
love..." - Ed Sheeran
I'll never undersand that
feeling, tha kills me. I just want to know, for one night, one
hour how it feels. How sad would it be if I died tomorrow *knocks
on wood* and have lived for 2 months shy of being 19 and never
felt the most imporant, complex emotion known to man. The one
emotion that makes your life worth every living moment. It's
fine though I'll live my love life through the sounds of
music, through the deep soulful sounds of Ed Sheeran, the light,
fun, teeny bopper love sounds of One Direcion and the sounds of
the hopeless romantic Taylor Swift...