Today I was on the subway
There was an attractive guy on my car, he looked just like Liam
Payne, I'd think it was Liam if I was the UK
We kept staring at each other & as he got off he waved at me,
I froze like an idiot!
I wish I knew his name, had his number.
I don't know who you
are
Don't even
know your name
I wish we
could talk but I don't have a number to call
So hold your
hand up if you hear me,
I've been
searching but all that I found
Is everywhere
that I go, is standing alone in the crowd
Maybe
you're right here in front of me
Am I looking
too hard, it's hard to see
Oh, give me a
sign; I'm starting to wonder if you've lost your
way
I've been
right here waiting patiently,
Your lane
should be right here next to me
I need you
tonight, think of you all of the time
-Olly Murs
I
hate this whole idea of love and fnding someone who fits with
you, loves you, someone you can trust. For whatever reason guys
don't like me but I guess that's fair since I don't
trust them, not with my history, not when I know what they're
capable of. But at the same time, all I want, all I have ever
wanted is a male figure who loves me, has my back without
teaching me a lesson with every wrong move. I have this
disease where I fall in love with every guy that evens so much as
smles my way. I set myself up for disappointmet each and
everytime. I make mistakes, I'm not expecting some
prince charming perfect kind of guy. Imperfections make life
interesting. I just want to know what love is like or something
rometly closer to love compared to where I sit now, where all I
know is how good guys are at walking away without a
good-bye...