One day at lunch, this guy that sits at our table was
making a lot of noise with his water bottle. My friend
promptly told him to quit making noise or else she would
shove it up his butt. He replied "I will shove it up my butt
myself if you watch."
This is one hundred percent random, but tomorrow I am
going dress shopping for the formal my boyfriend and I are
attending. I have already made up my mind to get a strapless
dress. It may not seem like a big deal to most people, but it is
going to be the first time I have worn something other than long
sleeves since August. It's going to be the first time anyone
besides my boyfriend has seen my self harm scars. I'm
coming out of my comfort zone and it feels great!
Me: Why are
guys staring at me! I must be ugly today! My guy
friend: Your wearing yoga pants. Me: They are
looking up higher than that! My guy
friend: They are looking at your boobs. Me: Yeah
right! I must have somthing on my face. Me: *starts
walking to the bathroom* My guy
friend: TRUST ME! I'M LOOKING RIGHT
NOW!
7.30
pm Me:
*hmm the guy i like hasnt texted me for a
while...* Me: *might as well text him..*
Me: "hey!"
Me: *waits*
Me: *waits*
Me: *waits*
Me: *waits*
Me: *waits*
Me: *whatever.*
Me: OMG! I love happy trails on a guy! I wonder if Matt has
one...
My friend: No. Matt dosen't have a happy trail. He has a
happy sweater.
Me: *shudders*
HEY YOU!
Yeah you. Your beautiful. Even if you don't feel like it you
are.
We all are going through crap right now.
My ex is dating my friend and she didn't tell me. I might be
over him though. I have no friends I can trust. I can't
flirt. I don't think I will ever get the guy I want. I
cut.
Now it's your turn. Tell me whatever is going
wrong. I am here to listen when it feels like nobody
else is.