Living In
The
BACKSTREETS
Chapter 4
2012
After a few minutes, I leave Lark. He asked to be alone, and I
respect that. But now, as I'm walking back inside the
building, I have no idea who I'm going to talk to now. I
don't want to be alone - but it seems that everyone else
does. I sigh, and place a hand on a metal pillar.
This is the main storage area of the warehouse - the place where
everything would've been kept if it were used for it's
proper use. The walls are at least thirty metres apart, grey with
broken or boarded up windows. The floor looks the same as the
walls. Above me is the first floor, and above that, the
second.
I think about going to find Kelsey, but what comfort is there in
a younger, emotionless sister? I slide my back down the pillar
until I reach the floor. I notice someone do the same on the
pillar around five metres to my left - but I don't look.
We sit like this for a few minutes before the other person speaks
up.
"Don't expect me to comfort you, Eliott," the male
voice said.
"I don't expect anything, Noah," I reply, still
looking straight ahead at the crack in the far-away way. It
branches out in random patterns, growing from the floor to the
ceiling.
"Good," Noah says. Noah is the last one anyone would
expect to be comforting. He's harsh and cold as ice. Noah was
there, though. That's all I'm interested in.
"So what happened?" I ask, making sure I'm not
looking at him.
"That night?" Noah asks. "Lark didn't lead
like he was supposed to."
"Don't go blaming this all on Lark. It was Tyn's
decision to go in," I tell him harshly.
"Well don't go blaming this on the dead," Noah
says. "It won't give you any relief."
"Why would I want relief?" I spit back at him, turning
my head to find he's already using his cold eyes to stare
back at me.
"Well why not?" He responds. I stop and go silent.
"Exactly. At least this way, I have someone to blame.
It's natural instints to want to blame someone of
death." I roll my eyes and push my back against the
pillar.
2001
I stared in disbelief at the smouldering mansion. Clutching onto
one of my hands was a four year-old Kelsey, her dark brown hair
short and curly. She was just as confused as I was. Only Tyn
truely understood what was going on. But he wouldn't explain.
He held my other hand as we watched the scene unravel in front of
us; at least two fire engines were squirting water into our home,
a crowd of people were outside watching - police forcing them
back. There was a news reporter, standing only a few metres from
us, almost yelling to be heard over the sound of engines and baby
screams.
What my little sister's name was - I have no idea. Tyn knews,
but bringing her up around him was almost a death wish. But my
sister, she screamed in Tyn's arms. She was just under four
months old, and her screams demanded attention that Tyn
couldn't and didn't know how to give her.
"How do you feel?" The news reporter repeated, loudly.
Her microphone was stuffed in Tyn's face, but he remained
silent. Instead, he passed me our little sister, and took the
microphone. The blond lady, smiled kindly at him as she leaned
down, checking her blue pencil skirt. Before she could register
what he was doing, he ripped the wire from the end of the
microphone and threw it into a burning bush outside the left wing
of the mansion. It was live.
Tyn took our little sister off of me, and as soon as the woman
had gone off trying to cover up the microphone loss, he took my
hand and lead me off down the road with kelsey in tow.
"Where are we going?" Kelsey asked.
"To find a new home," Tyn replied simply, not looking
back.
"Aren't we going to stay with... um..." Kelsey
trailed off.
"Don't strain yourself," he said. "There's
no one to stay with, so we're going to go find someone
ourselves."
We travelled for about a week, only just staying alive until we
found Noah in Central Arrianetica.
"Just trust him," Tyn persisted.
"I don't wanna," Kelsey said again. They'd been
having the same argument for a while now. Whether or not we
should trust the seven year old that we met on the side of a
road. Tyn voted for yes. Kelsey, no. My little sister - well she
didn't get a vote. She was already gone.
Thing is, I didn't speak back then. I was five and had never
spoken a single word in my entire life. I was a mute. I only
started speaking when I was nine.
"Well we're going to," Tyn said sternly.
"It's either that or you die." He was harsh, but I
guess that was the only thing that kicked Kelsey into gear. She
was silent, but she nodded and agreed to trust Noah.
2012
"Then I blame you," I decide, staring daggers at Noah
and his frosty eyes.
"Why the hell would you blame me?" He asks.
"Because you brough us here," I say simply, avoiding
the fact that if he hadn't, I would've died eleven years
ago.
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