Swimmagurlmorg12

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Quotes by Swimmagurlmorg12

I'm too mad at the world to do anything productive.
I would rather you not talk to me, because then you are just going to get my hopes up... again.

Unbroken.
preface.
  My whole room was dark. It was so quiet, I could hear my heart beat. The new silk sheets mom had got me were smooth against my skin. My eyes fluttered shut. Tomorrow was going to  be a new day. I smiled to myself and curled up into a ball, holding my pillow tight.

               You know that feeling right before you go to sleep. The whole house is silent, and there is just a sense of serenity. Well that's what it was like. That's what it was like before the screaming.

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please tell me what you think.. this is really bad start, but it gets a lot better i promise:) feedbackkk
   

 

 

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i've always wanted,


 a really hot guy to move next door to me, so we can become best friends, and then fall in love.


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nmf.

My first day of practice I went to go fill up my water bottle but he was already there (and I remember thinking  that he was really cute) so I wait for him to be done. He stepped aside and I started to fill mine up but he just looks at me so I said what. Then he was like "You know how some people are pretty and some people are ugly?" and then I was like "yeah" getting super embarrassed. And he was like "well your pretty..." pause. "PRETTY UGLY". And I jut stood their staring at him and then i said "who are you" but then I guess he felt bad so he was like "dude sorry I didn't mean it. I'm really really really sorry" I then walked away.  That pretty much sums up our whole relationship. 

Sometimes you trust people,
               and then they let you down.
   Sometimes people trust you,
                       and then you let them down.

                      it hurts
             But
                   you don't even realize
                                      Until everything is gone.




 

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Sometimes I forget why I even like you.

But that lasts all of about 5 seconds,

because then i remember what it feels like when we are together.


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nmf

Sometimes its hard to remember how we used to be. What we used to be. 

But if the timing is right,
every once in a while we have our moments.
And all the feelings, all the memories
Come Flooding right back.

But then the moment ends.
And things go back to the way they are now. The way they have to be now.
That's all i seem to know these days. The hate. Its what I have come to know as Normal.

And i hate that. because now

Memories are all we have left.
And even those
are almost gone.

I just Want it all to be over.

I miss you.



 

no offence. but. i really hope you get hit by a bus.
why are all boys so immature.