TAYL0RSKiSZx3

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My name's Taylor. I'm 13. I loveeee ♥ taking pictures ♥ spending time with my friends ♥ writing poems ♥ playing with my dog ♥ watching american idol ♥ singing//dancing ♥ smiles//hearts//stars//kisses ♥ YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =]

Quotes by TAYL0RSKiSZx3

Sick and tired of ;;
++ bein sick & tired ♥
So she sits by the phone all day
Just waiting for him to call
Looks at all the pictures of him
Hanging on the hallway wall
Frames filled with his face
Sitting on her bureau desk
All she can think about lately
Is the day that he left
People criticize her
And her friends think she's stupid
They tell her she won't come back
She just can't play Cupid
So she thinks it over a little
And buys some vacation passes
While she's flying in the plane
Warning lights start flashing
There's some rapping at her door
But little does he know
That never ever again
Will her face ever show
He see's the note on the top
Unfolds it to read it
Looks straight to the bottom
The sweet kiss from her lips
She always signed her notes that way
And it always made him flip
Just to see her precious mouth
That gave off that darling kiss
He dropped by her friends place
With some roses and a note
He told her he was sorry
For the terrible things he'd wrote
He still truly loved her
And wish they still could be
Then at the end of it
He signed 'love always, me'
She made one last phone call
Before her fate became
He answered the phone
After just one ring
She told him she still loved him
He told her she was adored
He let her know that she was missed
She informed he'd see no more
She left a final breath
And then one last 'i love you'
So pure and magnificent
He answered 'me too'
That was their special answer
And they both let down a tear
Then he heard the dial tone
And wished he was near
He dropped down to his knees
And prayed up to God
Asking him to keep that girl
The one that he loved
In the paper next week
Reported that girl's life
He cut out her picture just to remember
Her smile, just how bright
Did you never love me, Daddy?
Was it all just a play?
You told me that you'd always be here,
But now you've gone away.

You up and left me, Daddy.
Do you just not care?
What happened to 'I'll always love you'?
What happened to 'I'm always there'?

You just hate me now, Daddy.
You won't even look me in the eyes.
Don't you see how it hurts your little girl,
When she breaks down and cries?

You're never coming back, are you Daddy?
Things will never be the same.
You made it so that I will choke,
Every time someone speaks your name.

I'm dying slowly, Daddy.
But I don't see you around.
All these tears falling for me,
When I'm lying in my hopsital gown.

But Daddy, no, you just don't care.
Because I betrayed you, right?
I left you to go with Mom,
I gave up your fight.

What will I tell my children, Daddy?
That you died when I was little?
Even though they won't know you,
I don't want them to feel bitter.

You had a heart of gold, Daddy.
Until I saw the real you.
I guess you never meant it, Daddy
When you said 'I'll always love you'.
She closes the book of letters
Places it back up on the shelf
How she longs to remember
But she just hurts herself
Memories erase them selves
As her time slowly slips away
Her mind is slipping more and more
Each and every day
She wakes up to the sunrise
And bed by pink sunset
She hasn't felt that good
Since she and her true love met
Young, wild kids
One crazy, messed up summer
It was better than imagined
Nothing could've been funner
One more day gone by
Another picture faded
Memories and thoughts of him
Kept her mind so jaded
She made her final prayers
And then her life passed on
Asleep in her bed
She died all alone

//*get at me and let me know what you think <3 tayy
*My Very Best Friend

I look over my shoulder
Tears build up in my eyes
This hurts me so much
To now, say goodbye
Spent my whole life with them
And now I turn to leave
I know I'm going to miss them
Are they going to miss me?
They're calling my name now
Here it comes, time to go
But I don't wanna leave
I don't wanna let go
They're pulling me, mommie
Don't let them take me away
Please, mommie, I'm sorry
I really wanna stay
I didn't mean to do wrong
Didn't mean to make you cry
I'd tell you why I did
But I don't have a reason why
They've already closed my casket
Don't let them bury me here
I don't wanna be somewhere
That you won't ever be near
They're pulling me down now mommie
Oh how I love you so
I can't get these words together
Too short of time has come to go
I hug and kiss you goodbye
And I think you feel me there
Because as I look back
Slowly runs down, a tear
I watch you up above me
Walking slowly away
And I am falling fast
Mommie, please pray
Pray that I will be alright
And that I'll see you again
Remember what I said, mommie
You're my very best friend
*Others

Standing in the shower
Cold, naked, and wet
Water pouring down
Mixed with all the tears she's wept
Lost and lonely child
In a grown-up kinda world
This poor little angel
Prays out loud to her lord
'God, please help me
Lord, please save me
I'm needing some help
Finding who I'm supposed to be.
I know it must be complicated
Twisted, strange, and turned
But, Lord, if you help me
Think of all the lessons I could learn'
She paused for a moment
Another tear ran down her face
All the dreams raced through her mind
Of all the things she could embrace
People she could help
Lives she could save
Hearts she could stable
Love she could make
She stopped herself from crying
Dried herself off with the towel
She's got passed her own problems
There's others to help now

-sorry if i already posted this one! hope you guys like it. <33
*Lesson Learned

Sitting alone in a corner
She wishes for him to return
But with every mistake made
A lesson followed is learned
The raggedy old house
Burnt down in '84
She was just a little girl
So scared of that lightning storm
After the house was engulfed in flames
She ran back in for her doll
As he ran back in for her
Listening for her call
While she comes out safely
He's still inside looking for her
Mommie's calling out his name
They're longing his return
But no one shall return
From that old burning house
Mommie falls to her knees
Hand grasped on her mouth
Sweet, wet lines
Drop down her beautiful cheeks
With water pouring from those sweet blue eyes
It so much pains me to see
I'm calling for Daddy now
But I don't hear him back
I want to run in, want to save him
From our old burning shack
But I know that I couldn't leave Mommie
For, I would never be back
So I stay there with Mommie, hoping I'm wrong
As the house turns to black
Sirens honking, speeding quickly
Rushing down the street
They see my little house engulfed in fire
And they run past me
Mommie tells them Daddy's still inside
But they know they cannot go in
Mommie and I always loved Daddy
But I wasn't so much a friend
I caused Daddy pain and hurt
Even brought his life to death
Walking down the sidewalk
Brings back all the tears we wept
I'll never forgive myself for that
Never forget that day
Because I'm the one responsible
Instead of Daddy, I should've paid
*Rest In Peace

Cut me deeply
Hurt me sharply
Cause me pain
And kill me heartily
Cut my veins
Spill my blood
Let me know
This is what you've been thinking of
Get inside of me
And just rip me apart
Scream and tell me
It's from your heart
Because I know
When you left that day
You'd never come back
No matter what I'd pray
So I go to sleep
With blood red tears on my pillow
Staring out the window
At that old willow
The world so calm
Everyone at peace
While my poor suffering body
Is resting in peace

-im back to the really sad, depressing, demented poems. life's a crock. what can i say? please comment to me!!!
*So In Love

Kiss me baby
Drive me crazy
Hold my hand
Let's slow dance
Fall in love
Heaven above
You were meant for me
Baby, let's be
We can be everything
And you hand me that ring
Big party couple months down
No one's face wears a frown
I walk down the aisle
Seems like a mile
You say "I do"
And then I do, too
And together we're in love
Like no one ever dreamed of
That fairy tale relationship
Let's give a demonstration
No one's better for me
I'm happier than I could ever be
I'll never regret the words "I do"
You've made me fall so in love with you

-yes, this is the first happy poem that I think i've ever written!!! love it, cherish it, it's great! =]
*6 Feet Deep

Dark souls
Black hearts
My whole life
Falling apart
Pages tearing
Tears a'falling
So, so lonely
Heaven's a'calling
Lay me here
This hospital bed
Look at me
Blood dripping so red
Lay me down now
Inside this little box
My special coffin
Heaven knocks
Rest my soul
Under 6 feet deep
And please, dear family
Do not weep
I'll miss you so
You know this true
But always remember
I will be with you