"When I said 'I'm over
him', what I really meant was; He still makes me laugh
when we talk, I still pray for him to love me and be with me
again, I still wish for him at 11:11, I cry myself to
sleep almost every night while thinking about what we had, what
we could've had and what I want us to be in the future, I
still think of him 24/7, I still love him with
everything that I have, and everything that I am. When someone
tell me he does not deserve me, I still answer 'Yes, he
does', and I even say 'I didn't deserve him,
and thats why he left', even though I know its not right.
I'm still jealous of the girl hes now in love with, and I
still wish it was me I still have his number on my phone, and
I've not deleted the messages he sent me. I still got his
picture, and
I'm.so.not.over.him.
You
are beautiful.
Why would you
ever think otherwide? Because some guy made you feel ugly?
Because you see other girls with the clothes, the makeup,
the hair and 'perfect' smile? Don't let that
fool you, everyone has at least one insercurity. The best
way to deal with it is by putting it aside, and learning to
love yourself every single day because there IS someone out
there who loves you AND your flaws.
I promise.