this girl in the mirror I wonder who she is sometimes I think I know her& sometimes I wish I did there is a story in her eyes lullabies&goodbye when she's looking back at me I can tell she's hurting inside she can't hide no matter how hard she tries her secret disguised behind the lies&at night she cries away her pride with eyes shut tight staring at her inside all her friends don't know why she can't sleep at night her family asking is she alright all she wants to do is get rid of this hell all she's got to do is stop kidding herself she can only fool herself for so long she smiles with all that she has left yet tears are left un-dried&though she's got so much to say she bottles it up inside if you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees a disguise so you won't recognize the girl is really me you'll just never know...all emotions I choose not to show I know what it's like to want to die how it hurts to smile how you try to fit in but you can't how you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the pain on the inside I've been weak&I've been strong I've been through the fire&I've been through the storm try to do right and I know I do wrong just be happy for me when my life is gone because with no more hurt&no more tears there will be no more pain&no more fears no more people in my face that are not sincere so smile for me when I'm no longer here not afraid of the gun in my hand I'm not afraid of dying I'm just afraid of the pain it will bring&to see my best friends crying