Teddybear96

Even if it takes me not 9,but 900 lives!
             -Susan (The Cat Lady) Someone please tell me they know this game?

        Can someone help me out with this? Why is gender so important to people. I don't want to act mean but why is so important.  Here's the thing I have both friends that are girls and guys. But most of them are guys and today our class had to get into groups of at least 4 and and go into different classes. And it went kinda wrong here's how it went.

     Me: *Walking awkwardly everywhere to find a group*
     Me:*Finds out that three of my guy friends still need someone so I go with them* 
     Teacher: Okey so it's just the three of you guys.
     My Best guy Friend ever: No um her to.
     Teacher: YOU!
     Me:*moves my head up and down to say "yes"*
     Teacher:*Opens her eyes like she thinks I'm crazy*
     Teacher: Okey you guys go into this class.
                Now can someone tell me why its so important? I mean everyday I go to school and hear someone saying that I date one of my guy friends. Yes I like one of them but I never dated anyone in my life. Someone please help me!!! 
     
     

It's Self Injury Awareness Day!!!!

I CAN"T BELIEVE IT just keep reading please. Today I went to school with a orange hoodie that says SIAD on it. I wanted to go infront of my class and ask them to wear orange or write LOVE on their arm for Self Injury Awareness day which is tomorrow. The thing is I"m the "shy" girl in the class. I have only a few firends I trust. I told them about it and most of them were going to do it. The time came to go infront of the class and I was going crazy. But I did it and everyone said they would do it even the teachers said they would do it. I'm so happy!! ><Hope you all have a good SIAD and STAY STRONG!!! Can't wait to see it tomorrow =)

                    Help me find a reason...
                  Chapter 2
                It has been over five months since Jordan came to our school and everyday we sit together at lunch. I'm kinda happy when this part of the day comes,to think I would love sitting alone. Today nothing changes we sit together and since he always sleeps in class I give him some of the notes we had to take in class. "Here i took notes for you" I say I try to not smile I don't want to become to close to him or anyone.
                      "Thank you Iris, sorry you have to keep doing this."
                      "It's ok just try not to sleep or you'll fail." I say we talk more but the popular girls still look at us and talk aout us. Even if it has been five months but like Jordan said I shouldn't care what they do. But I've seen something Jordan is careful about what he talks about. He seem to not like to talk about his home life or his past school. Looks like I'm not the only one hiding things. A week goes by and we're back at lunch. " Hey is it okey it I go to your house sometime. I have to tell you something." he said but for some reason his eyes are darker. "I don't know maybe today but my parents won't be home is that ok?" I say I know he won't try anything bad. "It's okey with me but is your parents ok with it? I mean I am a guy and were are parents going to be?" he said " Yeah it's okey and they'll be working. They work until very late most of the time I'm sleeping when they get back." I say "Thank you I'll be there." He said his eyes start to get lighter   
                              The bell rings and we get back to class  I wonder what he has to tell me. Last time I had someone in my house was like in 3rd grade. Also I wonder why his eyes were darker. Well I'll find out later .

                             Authors note-Hey guys! Hope who read the chapter like it and sorry it was short next chapter will be longer!!!! Also feedback would be cool.  Thank you!!! 
                          

           Help me find a reason...
                 Chapter 1
           My name is Iris and I always was always unhappy with the life I have always felt like there was more to my life. I could never find something "good" about myself. My looks are normal I just have long brown hair that goes all the way to my back and my eyes are brown almost black, my grades are not the best, and I have no friends. "Welcome our new student Jordan." said our teacher she is always kind to us sometimes to kind. She's also very pretty she has long black hair that goes past her back and with her blue eyes everyone in the school loves her. "He kinda looks emo like someone in our class" one of the popular girls said. She smiles and looks at me when she says that. What did I do to them they hate me but why? The teacher acts like nothing happens. " Sit right next to Iris, Iris put your hand put so he can see." BUT WHY ME? I think to myself I like to sit in the back alone but I put me hand up always. He sits and I can't see his eyes he has bangs over them and he has black hair. But I don't think he looks emo but who am I to say anything I'm not emo. Class is over and he just slept didn't even say a word. Its lunch and I like to sit in a tiny table in the corner nobody sits there but me. But for some reason Jordan wanted to sit with me.
                   " Hey can I sit here sorry there isn't another sit" He said his voice is deep.
                        "Yeah go for it" he sits down and starts eating. He dosen't say a word and I still can't see his eyes. But then I start to see the popular girls look at us this is not good they'll talk about us and Jordan is new he can't have that kind of stuff right now."Hey can you move I mean the girls are looking at us and I don't want them to start to talk about us, you're new and i kinda have no friends here " I don't want to be mean but the last thing I need are people saying things about me. " I don't mind them talking about me do you?" he said in his deep voice "Well kinda sorry." I said I feel bad now. " Well why do you care?" he said. He's right why do I care I don't even know half of their names. " Nevermind I don't care, so it's Jordan right?" I say for some reason I smile it been a long time since I smiled.
                                               "Yup and you're Iris right?" he said and now I can see his eyes they're drak green they look nice for him. "Yeah thats right, nice to meet you."i say "You to looks like your not alone anymore you have me now" he said and he's right I have a friend now. 
                                      Author's Note- Hey guys! I know its kind short and not that good but it gets better I PROMISE!!! Also feedback would be coolandThank you all!!

            Help me find a reason...
          My life has never been the happiest. I always felt as if no one would care if I left. But that all changed one day. I found someone who did care, someone who helped me stay here and live the life I love now. Back then I just felt alone I had no friends and my parents worked all day. My grades weren't the best and then I just trusted someone. In the end that person did things to me and I told myself I would never trust again. But that changed someone came and saved me I trusted them. That person helped me find a reason. This is our story.

       Author's note- Hey guys! I don't know who will read this. But I'm kinda new here this and this will be my first story. I'll try to make it the best I can. Thank you!!!