Terilyn

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Joined: July 22, 2012
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user id: 319467
Gender: F

Quotes by Terilyn

No one will bother to read this, because it isn't pretty, but oh well, since when has anyone ever paid any attention to someone or something that is anything but beautiful.?
I'm giving up. 
I'm killing myself tonight.
I'm not enough. For my family. For my friends. For him.

And especially not for myself. 
I've been depressed for 2 f//king years now. Right when i felt like i was getting better, I crashed harder than before. Every night i cry myself to sleep.
No one knew. Maybe a few close friends, but they didnt pay much attention to it. 
Witty Girls,
Do you know what its like, to feel Worthless? Damaged beyond repair? Broken? Forgotten? To look in a mirror and hate what you see? That's how i feel. every day of my life.
I dont have friends anymore.
​They all left.
 
I have no one.
I need someone. :( 
I just give up. Nobody wants me anyway, so why am i still around? 
Anyway, i love you all. those of you who read this, thank you.<3


I'M
SORRY
I'M
NOT
WHAT
YOU
WANTED.
B e c a u s e .

Because I'm fat.
Because I'm ugly.
Because
nobody wants me.
Because everyone forgets me.
Because the
nightmares are real.
Because you say
you'll help but then you don't. 
Because
it's the only way to cope.


For the love of cats, Please follow the rules.



For the love of cats
For the love of cats
For the love of cats


Cats
Cats
Catsssss


=^.^=







Oh Steve, God Bless your soul.

Sometimes,
I wonder if you feel the same way.
Maybe you
get butterflies when you hear my name
get nervous/stupid when you talk to me
waste your 11:11's on me
get jealous when you see me talking to someone else
Maybe, 
Just maybe,
 You're as crazy about me as I am about you. 





 
Lol. nah.
I know you guys don't care, but...
I finally ate. and i didn't throw it up...
I threw my razors away...
and i didn't have another nightmare and actually slept peacefully.
And im proud of myself.(:

maybe this is the start of something beautiful.
thank you for supporting me...
i love you all.
stay beautiful.

My Bucket list. even though no ones gonna read...

Date someone I'm totally wrong for.
Break a player's heart.
Write a letter to P. Sherman 42 Wallaby Way, Sydney.
Meet Josh Hutcherson.
Go to Paris, France.
Tie-dye a shirt.
Go to New York.
Speak at schools about suicide and self-harm.
Take a roadtrip to Union, Kentucky.
(where josh hutcherson lives, haha.)
Try to get a career as an Actress.
Kiss in the rain.
Go to children's hospitals and play with the kids and make them feel loved.
Swim with dolphins.
Go to Hawaii with my best friends.
Make a YouTube video.
Kiss underwater.
Go to Africa and help feed the children there.
Learn Archery.
(Once my hair gets longer) Cut my hair more scene.
Own every color of
TOMS
Go on a No-Budget shopping spree.
Tell a
b i t c h how i really feel.
Be society's idea of '
perfect.'
Meet JennaMarbles.
Get a strangers number.
Tell
 him how I really feel.
Go to starbucks and use a fake name.
Order from McDonald's by walking through the Drive-Thru.
Have someone love me the way Peeta loved Katniss.

I'll add more later on.(:



Your_husband started following you.

Josh?
Josh Hutcherson?
Is it really you?

Plot twist: Niall is the only british one and everyone else is Irish.
*Me on the phone with my best friend, Alex.*
Her: I'm making burritos, do you want one?
Me: Sure.
Her: Well you can't have any.
Me: Uhm, okay? I'm really bored.
Her: Me too.
Me: I think i'm gonna go on Witty. I'll call you back later.
Her: Wait what's witty?
Me: Uhh.. I'm coming Mom!
Her: Your mom never called your name? terilyn, What's witty?
Me: What's that you say Mom? The fish needs feeding? Okay! Sorry, alex, i have to go feed my fish.
Her: You don't have a fi-
Me: *Hangs up*