Love
vs. Brain
Chapter 1
Ava's P.O.V.
My neck was tilted back onto the scratchy, dead grass. The summer
breeze felt nice is my oceaned hair. I was staring at the stars
in the sky, my normal routine I do when my head is in need of
clearing. I started thinking about all the boys in my class, how
all were friends to me. I tear ran down my face as I thought to
myself I will never be able to go on a date with a boy. I will
never be able to have so-called "fireworks" when a boy
kisses me. I never expierence the only magic on this earth. A
flash back started to apear in my head. It was probably just my
PTSD (post-traumatuc stress disorder).
It was the trip I took when I was little with my mom and dad. We
were ziplining down in South America. My mother and
I shared the same harnest because I was too little. But something
went terribly wrong. My mind went blank. Then the flashback
started again we fell, my mother and I, we fell hard. I was in
a-coma for 6 months. When I woke up my father told me my mother
had not survived. I had didn't cry or didn't even feel
sad. That's when the doctors realized i had damaged amygdala.
The section of your brain in which it controls your emotions. In
other words I was no longer able to love anyone. My father
and I grew far apart, we barely speak at dinner.
My eyes opened again. There I was safe under the stars once
again. My mind was still cluttered. I had already accepted I was
different. I accepted that I would never love again.
Little did I know LOVE is
stronger then the brain.
Sorry probs a lot of spelling and grammar error:) But if no one
likes it I won't contuine.
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I love how people say remember when we used to do something when
we were little, and I still do all those things :). Examples.
1. When we used to put our sun in the corner of the
paper.
I still do that
2. When you would open your
mouth and drink the water when we little.
I still do that.
3. When we said you
can back cut me.
Of course I still do
that.
I'm never growing up <3