TheCellist

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Joined: January 11, 2013
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Hi everybody :) I found Witty about a year ago, my friend showed it to me. Everyday since then I have logged on and been inspired by you guys and your strength. I love this website so much and I finally decided to make it offical and join! I love writing and music and debate! I hope that I finally found a place where I can just be myself and express myself without anybody judging me. So here goes nothing. Thank you all for being so awesome.

Quotes by TheCellist

When the curtian's call, is the last of all
when the lights fade out
all the sinners crawl
So they dug your grave
and the masquerade
well come calling out at the mess you made
Don't wanna let you down
but I'm hell bound
though this is all for you
don't wanna hide the truth
No matter what we breed
we are still made of greed

this is my kingdom come
this is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
lookin into my eyes

It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide


   -Demons, by Imagine Dragons
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song
Have you ever felt your body pressing in on itself as you pull yourself in tighter and tighter hoping that the closeness will help you feel safe? But it doesn’t and it never will. Because then you start to feel suffocated and you pull away from yourself, stretching and turning try to breathe. Just breathe, such a simple thing that people take for granted but such a hard thing for you in that moment. You gasp and you retch and try to get your breathe back.
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depressing
"that's the thing about pain, It demands to be felt"
   -The Fault in Our Stars
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love
Have you ever had something that kept you going? Some dream or idea that if you knew you could just make it through then you could reach this goal and everything would be alright? But then something happens and you realize how completely impossible that dream/idea/hope is and it just hits you right in the chest and you can actually feel your heart break with the knowledge that its all just a fanatasy inside your head and it will never happen?
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sad
Fun Facts About History That Nobody Really Cares About But That Makes You Go What?

Abdul Kassam Ismael, Grand Vizar of Persia in the Tenth Century, carried his library with him wherever he went, 400 camels carried the 117,000 volumes



(I'm gonna try and post a new fact every week :)
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funny
Have you ever had one of those moments, where you are just holding everything together so well, a smile here and a laugh there. But as soon as that bedroom door closes and you are alone. You just lose it and break down?
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sad
Take 1 Take 2 Take 3
Chants the voice inside me
Take 4 Take 5 Take 6
It would be a permant fix
Take 7 Take 8 Take 9
All there's left to do is die
Take 10 Take 11 Take 12
Take 13 Take 14 Take 15
Theres nothing left to do or say
All the pills will take it away
Count 1 Count 2 Count 3
Maybe this is the key
Count 4 Count 5 Count 6
My eyes grow dim, my limbs relax
Count 7 Count 8 Count 9
Tell them I say goodbye
Count 10 Count 11
Maybe I should have stopped at seven
Count 12 Maybe 13
Of all the things I've seen
This is what defines me
Not going to make it to fifteen
Take 1 Take 2 Take 3
It's all the monsters inside me

(My Poem I wrote, please do not steal)
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poems
The people that see me dance
know more about me then those I actually talk to
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inspirational
I am probably the only classical musician on the planet
who loves dubstep
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cute
It would be so easy to just lie down on the floor and give up
So easy to refuse to move or do anything
So easy just to end it all right here and right now

But

Its going to be much harder to stand up and continue on
Its going to be hard to keep smiling and keep laughing
Hard to keep looking for another day

Its easy to give up
Its hard to keep going
hopefully I'm strong enough
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inspirational