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I spent all year protecting myself from liking a guy, but then he shows up aand messes it all up. Mostly, I just hate how fast I'n falling for him. I'm a teenage girl just living her life. I'm Christian. I have begun to write a journal of my life and the things I learn daily on an online journal, it's nice to write down how I feel. I'm not perfect, or even close. I make mistakes,but that's okay. I love who I am even though I have days where I just hate myself. Every morning I wake up and have to tell myself, while I look it in the mirror, "God made a beautiful thing". I actually think it's starting to help, because I smile more now. My Story( well part of it); I've changed a lot in 1 year. I used to be jealous of a lot of girls. I used to put myself down all the time. I actually stopped eating for about two months, except for school, but that food didn't stay in me for long. I used to be so hateful to myself and I'd point out other girl's flaws to myself to try and help my self-esteem. I liturally didn't care about anything, but I was really good at acting like I enjoyed life. Over the summer 2012 I stopped pointing out other's flaws and I started telling myself I was worth something. But I still cared so much about what others thought and what my image was. At the beginning of the school year I thought a lot about everything and Now a year later, even if it's not a physical change to other's yet. I am totally different person. (I'm smiling for some dumb reason right now.) I'm so glad I've changed, because that person I was is not me. |
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