TheDysfunctional

Status: honestly, I am extremely confused on a lot
Joined: January 10, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 345859
Location: The Amity Compound
Gender: F
    Hey! My name is irrelevant. My age is irrelevant as well.(: Anywho,  I'm quite obsessed with photography. I admit I'm socially awkward, but that's what makes me speacial haha. I fall for people sometimes, but I don't like to admit it, because I'm not sure what love is and I've loved and lost and it hurts so much. I believe things happen for reasons, sometimes we don't know why, but there is always a reason. The only reason I'm alive today is because Jesus died for me to survive.


 
     Reason for creating my witty;
  I'm here to let you know you're not alone. {and yes, also because this site is just amazing.}
     Outlook;
  Everyone is a bit dysfunctional and life 
is just a bit dysfunctional too. So enjoy this weird, crazy, never perfect, reckless, joyful, beautiful, sad, roller coaster, always changing, peaceful, wild life we're all living. This life will be hard, but that's why God gave us simple joys.You have you're own story to write so start now.
Start with your story...
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Photographer | Student  | Brony | Poet | Artist | Reader | Writer | Quote Lover |Silly | Friend | Imperfect :) 

I spent all year protecting myself from liking a guy, but then he shows up aand messes it all up. Mostly, I just hate how fast I'n falling for him.

I'm a teenage girl just living her life. I'm Christian.  I have begun to write a journal of my life and the things I learn daily on an online journal, it's nice to write down how I feel. 
I'm not perfect, or even close. I make mistakes,but that's okay.  I love who I am even though I have days where I just hate myself.

Every morning I wake up and have to tell myself, while I look it in the mirror, "God made a beautiful thing". I actually think it's starting to help, because I smile more now.



My Story( well part of it);
I've changed a lot in 1 year. I used to be jealous of a lot of girls. I used to put myself down all the time. I actually stopped eating for about two months, except for school, but that food didn't stay in me for long. I used to be so hateful to myself and I'd point out other girl's flaws to myself to try and help my self-esteem. I liturally didn't care about anything, but I was really good at acting like I enjoyed life. Over the summer 2012 I stopped pointing out other's flaws and I started telling myself I was worth something. But I still cared so much about what others thought and what my image was. At the beginning of the school year I thought a lot about everything and Now a year later, even if it's not a physical change to other's yet. I am totally different person. (I'm smiling for some dumb reason right now.) I'm so glad I've changed, because that person I was is not me. 




 
So here's some stuff about me! If you read it all I love you! :3 c r e d i t

Updated July 24th;
                                                   Do you know what it's like-

to feel broken?
to feel rejected?
to feel unwanted?
to miss someone so much it hurts?
to be scared of happiness?
to lose everything?
do you honestly know what it's like?
to feel like the people you care the most about don't need you?
to be the second choice for everyone and everything?
because I do.
I live it every single day.
And I'm really trying to be okay, but it's hard.



as of today July 24th it's been a full month without burning. (:
I believe in you darling, because you deserve better.
you are worth it.

 
 

                                                        

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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6723959
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Why is every Alec I hear about like the sweetest guy ever? I'm naming my son Alec. Maybe he'll turn out like that.
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lexybaybay741 1 decade ago on quote #6723959
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haha, i only know one alec, and thats this kid but awh how cute :)
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6731398
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You're going to do something amazing Emily! I can tell. You are a smart girl and you have ambition, something a lot of people lack. You have a determined spirit and I know you're going to use it. Maybe you won't change the world. Maybe you won't impact others today, tomorrow, next week, next month. But you definitely make a difference and one day you'll see it. Right now might just be your time to grow and be fed, but one day you'll be teaching others and giving out what you know.
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6716875
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hahah that's funny
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6711593
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and I cannot wait till I get the small present next to my name ^-^
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6692450
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I have anxiety too. Mine is mainly from stress and over thinking. I feel like it's better than depression, because there are ways to forget about anxiety for a bit.
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6696044
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Us girls don't ask for much.
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rosejal 1 decade ago on quote #6696044
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haha nope, not really ;) ^^
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RealityRuinedMyLife 1 decade ago on quote #6696044
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ikr?
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6696038
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OML I know. It's like, No I told you to look at this picture. Not my album.
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6695704
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This was hilarious thanks for making my day. hahah
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6695208
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Diamonds don't even really shine. They reflect.
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6693724
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Preach it!
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6692888
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haha but i just don't feel like a perv would write a poem.
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6692888
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Unless the guy was a complete perv.
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Writers Avenue* 1 decade ago on quote #6692888
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yeah, you got a point
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6692888
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haha but i just don't feel like a perv would write a poem.
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6691585
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Oh my Lord. This is perfect. Just magnificent. I just need to thank you for writing this. And i need to send you a virtual witty hug because you are amazing. I just can't even explain the joy this gave me. Just thank you.
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6692461
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This is just perfect. Explains my thoughts so well.
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ImAddictedToLifeMkai 1 decade ago on quote #6692461
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Exactly what I thought:)
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6687991
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haha Well the certain someone knows I might like them. And it's just complicated, so yeah.
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6687991
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Yeah, plus it's not a big deal mean I'm not dating anyway.
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6632704
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It was so funny but adorable, like a lost puppy. xD
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6687991
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No because I'm still confused if I like them or not, plus you'll probably find out when we get back to school. Everyone is talking about it, sadly.
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6691114
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I think a coma for 2 weeks is a perfect time, because then people would feel like they should tell you everything, but they you don't miss too much of what's going on in life.
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sarahmarlowXxx 1 decade ago on quote #6691114
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Thats a really good point
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6691114
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A coma for 2 weeks is what I want.
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sarahmarlowXxx 1 decade ago on quote #6691114
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same here...i want to get hurt but know that im not going to die..
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TheDysfunctional 1 decade ago on quote #6691114
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I think a coma for 2 weeks is a perfect time, because then people would feel like they should tell you everything, but they you don't miss too much of what's going on in life.
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sarahmarlowXxx 1 decade ago on quote #6691114
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Thats a really good point
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