Diary entry #5
25/0612
I feel so
bad. i was so damnn mean to Lucy on
saturday. i said so many things i didnt mean. i
was just really broken and hurt and i just
needed to let it out and she was the first
person who texted me. i really am ok now
though. although i dont love Hunter any more, i
still care about him so much. i just want him
to be happy. and im really, truely happy for
him and Lucy. they're really cute togther.
legit im ok. after being hurt for so long, its
kinda left me all soft and raw. im not sure if
its a good thing though. i havent been mad at
anyone in a while. im also kinda quiet and i
havent been quiet since... ever. but the voices
in my head are so dammn loud. its driving me
crazy. its slowly fading though. i apologized
to Lucy and explained myself to her. luckily
cuz' she's so forgiving of my mistakes,
she forgave me easily. thank god. she really is
a nice girl. never done anything bad to anyone.
he doesnt deserve her. she's too good for
him. she's probably gonna love him with all
she's got and he's just gonna play
until he gets bored and leaves. and he's
gonna leave her broken and then i'll be
there for her. like no one was for me. and then
he'll find a new girl, and i'll say for
the billionth time
'let the
games
begin'
i love you all
<3