TheGreatEscapex3

Dear witty girls,
So I'm not writing this as a sap thing for faves I'm just doing this to get my feelings out.  Okay so lets start from the begging.  I was over at my best friend Rachels when she invited her two friends over.  (Both boys) So while my friend and one of the them were off reading some journal me and the other guy were laying outside under the stars watching a movie together on his iphone.  We were so close to each other I could feel the heat from his body.  Then after I left he started texting me for the first time ever, our conversation went a little like this...
 

Him: Hey don't forget my hat and we are finishing that movie!
Me: Yeah alrighty that movie was kinda gross
Him: Yeah but the german scienctist was super sexy ;)
Me: Haha hell yeah he was
Him: Just like me?;)
Me: Just like you haha!
Him: Haha thanks. you are too
Me: Ahw thank you((:
Him: No problem. I want to finish the movie
Me: Haha then go finish it!
Him: with you
Me: Ahw((:
 

Then there was more, he kept saying he wanted to cuddle with me and he wanted to really kiss me and be with me.
&&I really started to believe in love at first sight.

But once again i was wrong
The next day he said that it was just a one day thing and that we could never date. My heart felt like it was ripping in two.  I was devistated I couldn't believe someone could say these things call me beautiful and turn around and say it was for the day and couldn't go any further.
But I can't help it but still like him?


 

long but please read

It sucks because I know you only said those things to get something from me

...but I can't help but love you

It sucks because I know you only said those things to get something from me

...but I can't help but love you

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My best friend
turned out to be a

 

coming back to school the day

after you change seats & thinking