I'm too young to have my friends dying. Now, four of them are dead. People freak our when 1 high schooler dies, well I know 4 that have. I asked my grandma how she deals with her friends dying and she told me that she knows they lived a long, full life. My friends didn't. They died at 14, 14, 15, and now 16. I'm the last one left. If I didn't have my school friends I wouldn't know what to do. I am alone. I've been alone from the start. I am 15 and there have been 4 suicides in my life... Sometimes I think it should just end with 5.