TheKillJoy

I LOVE MCR they saved my life <3

hey how have you been?

Hey Linz, thank you for telling me
let us make up time to talk again
ok?

Hi, how have you been lately?

hi

I see you

did you ever tell her?

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na <3 Hehe

yupp

hey there! i just happened to stumble on your profile, and i just wanted to say, i love my chemical romance and u seem like a cool person
! we should talk sometime!(:

SO i decided to creep on you bc thats what i am. A creep. And honestly I think your so strong for quitting drugs. My mom was a drug addict so i had to help her throw all the rehab stuff. If you need to talk to someone. Im here.

That's scary! I keep my nails short because of that. When I started playing string instruments I needed short nails so I was used to it by then.
What have you been up to? I am having friends over tomorrow for a bonfire so we can hang out one last time before school starts. We start on Monday, I think that's way too early. People in neighboring towns don't start til September 4th.

Thank you for liking the lyrics/poems I posted
I appreciate it alot

That's awful! I don't know what triggered mine, but I just know I spent quite a few nights of my childhood bawling as quietly as possible so my parents wouldn't hear. I told them once and they just laughed them off as nightmares. I hated that they didn't believe me so I kept my demons to myself.

I used to have crazy night terrors as a child, I hated going to bed because of that. They eventually stopped out of no where so I'm really grateful to whatever made them stop, I don't know where I'd be if I still had them.

I think I may have insomnia because I seriously can't sleep. When I do sleep, I can't stay asleep long which is annoying! I haven't told my parents because I don't want them to put me on sleeping meds. I'm not sleepy but I might take a nap so I can function tomorrow, my mom wants to go to the store so I should try to act human instead of walking like a zombie.

I think I'm going to finish typing a few pages of my homework before I can play my bass again, that should motivate me. I am not going to sleep tonight anyway, so I have plenty of time to get stuff done.

The book "Fat Kid Rules he World" about that fat drummer we were talking about.
So my brother, dad, and I went to get my bass today. I've been looking at tabs for Mama and Famous Last Words because those are pretty easy. Once I understand the frets more I will touch up on my bass clef reading because I am rusty. I love it, I'm having fun. I shouldn't focus too much on the bass though because I seriously need to get my summer assignments done!

Drummers aren't always fat hehe. I finished the end of the book last night and it was so sad. Then again, I am PMSing waaaaaay more than usual so everything makes me want to cry. It's freaking me out because I've never felt like this before. Grr.

Fingers just seem like the way to go. I don't even know how to hold a pick anyway.
Have you ever read the book Fat Kid Rules the World? It's my K.L. Going and it's about a kid named Troy who is super self-conscious because he is overweight. Then he meets someone who is legendary for being a high school drop out that kicks on guitar so they decide that Troy should learn to play the drums so they can me a punk band. It's not the best book but I think it's hilarious, but kind of sad because of Troy's sh/tty self esteem.