Girls Like me.
Chapter 2.
“I call spinning
first!” Zoe snatched the bottle from Jake’s
hands.
“Okay,
spaz.” Jake teased.
“Wait, what
happens if I land on Noah?” Zoe asked
Jaycie.
“I suggest you
spin again.” She said sternly, pulling Noah
closer to her.
“Whatever.”
Zoe brushed it off, giving the bottle a hard
spin.
It landed on
Ryan.
“Get it
girl.” I laughed, knowing she had the biggest crush
on him since 4thgrade.
“It’s just
a kiss, let’s be a little mature.” She gave me
a glare.
“Said the girl
who can’t even say 69 without
laughing.”
She giggled a little,
then without hesitation, kissed Ryan.
Not that Zoe was a sl///t or anything, but she had
kind of given herself a reputation for making out with
guys.
“It’s your
turn to spin, Ryan.” Noah pointed out.
He gripped the bottle
tightly, then spun it on the carpet.
I watched it spin around and around, until finally, it
stopped.
To everyone’s
surprise, it landed on me.
This was my chance to see if Jake really did still have
feelings for me.
“Get it
girl.” Zoe mocked me.
I rolled my eyes,
leaving a big smirk on her face.
I then leaned over to
kiss Ryan.
I placed my hands on
his shoulders, kissing him passionately, making sure Jake
could see.
When I pulled away,
Jake’s face was red with what looked to be
anger.
I gave a pleased smile,
and then sat back down.
It was then
Jaycie’s turn, who spun until it landed on
Noah.
I understood that they
were a couple and all, but it kind of defeated the purpose
of the game to spin until it landed on the person you
wanted to kiss.
“Your turn,
Jake.” Ryan handed the bottle to him.
He took the bottle and
placed it on the floor, taking in a deep breath.
Then, he gave it a
gentle spin.
I watched it spin
around and around, secretly hoping it’d land on
me.
Not because I wanted to
kiss him, but because I wanted to show him what he could
never have again.
As the bottle came to a
stop, it landed on Zoe.
She went over to him,
nearly sat on his lap, and made out with him.
I clenched my fists,
how could she?
She knew how much I
used to like him.
As I watched them kiss,
with her hands around his neck and his hands around her
waist, I felt feelings growing inside of me.
It was anger, it was
hatred, it was revenge, and as much as I hated to admit
it,
It was
jealousy.
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Chapter 1.
“Come on Bree, let’s
go!" Zoe hollered up the steps.
“Coming!” I
screamed back down.
I sprinted down the
steps, slamming the front door behind me.
“Jake
totally has a thing for you again, Bree.” Jaycie
winked at me as we crossed the street to jakes
house.
“Oh
whatever.” I rolled my eyes
sarcastically.
“She’s
right Bree, that was not just a friendly hug.
That was an ‘I want to get in your pants’ kind
of hug.” Zoe added.
“Zoe!” I
giggled, playfully punching her arm.
“Well, it
was!” She said defensively.
“Knock
Knock.” Zoe said, walking into Jake’s
house without actually knocking.
“I think I
finally understand why parent’s like you so
much.” I teased her as we made our way
downstairs.
“No one answered
the door, so we just came in.” Zoe told Jake, as she
made herself comfortable in the corner of the
sofa.
“Yeah, or you
just didn’t knock.” I mumbled under my breath,
shooting her an accusing look.
“Yeah, that
too.” She said, shoving a few chips in her
mouth.
“So, what do you
guys want to do?” Noah asked. “I mean, it
has to be something crazy, this is Bree’s first time
home in 2 years.”
“How about we go
egg that house down the street. You know, the red
one?” Ryan suggested.
“I said crazy,
not illegal.” Noah said, wrapping his arms around
Jaycie.
“How about
we play spin the bottle?” Zoe offered.
“Fine.” Noah
agreed. “But we have to do something better
later.”
“I’ll go
get the bottle.” I said, standing up.
“Are you sure you
remember where it’s at? I could help
you.” Jake offered.
“I think
I’ll be fine.” I smiled slightly, walking up
the stairs to the kitchen.
I searched through the
kitchen cabinets for an empty wine bottle.
Usually, Jake kept it
above the fridge, but he must’ve moved it, because it
wasn’t there anymore.
As I turned to look
underneath the microwave, I felt myself press against Jakes
warm chest.
It was only after that,
that I realized we were falling to the floor.
“Oh my gosh,
I’m so sorry!” I blurted.
“Bree, it’s
fine.” He smiled, helping us both up from the
floor.
I felt his breath brush
against my cheek as I stood up.
We were standing a lot
closer than I had thought.
His piercing brown eyes
stared into mine, and I realized my hands were still
gripping his arms from the fall.
As he leaned into kiss
me, I pulled away, knowing that I couldn’t give him
what he wanted.
Not yet,
anyways.
“We should
probably get back downstairs.” I muttered, pushing a
few strands of hair out of my face.
“Y-yeah.”
He stuttered, snapping back into reality and grabbing an
empty bottle off of a shelf.
Pulling in Jake was
going to be a lot easier than I had planned.
Sure, maybe he was a
different person than he was two years ago.
It didn’t matter
though, I was going to teach him a lesson.
I was going to teach
him that when you play with fire, you get
burned.
Not only that, but I
was going to teach the
player,
How to play the
game.
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you deserve to smile.
&I know i'm not your everything,
but I was for a while.
I see the way she makes you feel,
&I just hope you dont get hurt.
because not a day passes by,
where I don't wish I was her.
I
go through all our messages,
&the pictures on the floor.
but they only keep reminding me,
that you don't need me anymore.
I'll always be the stupid girl,
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me.
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Girls Like me.
Prolouge
When I was 13, the only guy I had ever liked, asked me out.
I was thrilled, in fact, I remember not being able to stop smiling.
He told me everything I wanted to hear, did everything I wanted to see.
In my eyes, he was perfect.
But 5 months later, he broke it off, like nothing was wrong.
His friends laughed and joked about how foolish I was to believe that someone like him would actually fall for a girl like me.
I was devistated, to the point where I would miss days of school to avoid the torture.
After all the nights of crying, my mom finally agreed to send me to my dad's house in Maine.
"2 years Bree, then you're coming home." I remember her telling me as I boarded my flight.
The day I left for my dad's house, I promised myself I would be a stronger person when I came home.
Not only that, but I promised myself that I would get revenge on the boy that broke my heart.
During those two years, I grew out my blonde hair, that now reached over half way down my back.
I ran two miles everyday, giving me the legs and body of a super model.
I turned myself into my ex boyfriend's deffinition of perfect, in hopes that maybe he would fall for me again.
This time though, he would be the one to end up feeling broken.
And now, here I stand, two years later, as a 15 year old.
In just 5 minutes, my flight would be landing back in California, back in the hell hole that I left 2 years ago today.
As we neared closer to the ground, I pictured all of my friends waiting for me at the airport.
Then, I pictured the look on Jake's face when he saw the girl that i've become.
When the flight came to a complete stop, I grabbed my bags and began making my way off of the plane.
"Bree!" Jaycie and Zoe shrieked, greeting me with a huge hug.
"I missed you guys so much!" I exclaimed.
They helped my bring all of my bags out to the car, and then, we began our journey back to my house.
"So," Zoe began. "Are you here to fall in love with Jake again?" She raised her eye brows teasingly.
"Hah." I let out a sarcastic laugh. "In his dreams."
I wasn't being cocky, just confident.
"Well from what I hear, he's excited to see you again." Jaycie sighed.
"Well, I guess we'll see." I muttered, noticing we were almost home.
As we entered my driveway, my mom anxiously pulled open the car door.
"It's so good to see you again honey!" my mom squeezed me.
"It's good to see you again too mom." I replied, a little embarrassed.
Then suddenly, another car pulled into the drive way.
"What's up short stuff?" Ryan laughed, hopping out of his car, along with Noah and Jake.
I laughed, greeting him with a hug.
Then Noah, and then Jake.
"It's good to see you again." Jake smiled slightly.
"It's good to see you, too." I lied right through my teeth.
I stared at him, taking in that familiar smile, and the mouth that lied to me so many times.
This Summer, I was going to show Jake how much stronger I have become.
I was going to show him what he gave up 2 years ago.
And most of all, I was going to show him why you don't mess with
girls like me.
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Ending.
Conner's POV-
**1 week later**
I stood in the bathroom, staring at myself in my new black
suit.
I had baught it just for Kadri's funeral.
It pained me so much to think about her, it only reminded me more
that I was to blame.
I know that if she were here right now, she'd blame
herself.
But she's not here.
If I had any tears left in me, I would be crying right now.
Seeing that the funeral was starting in 30 minutes, I decided
to begin walking now.
I grabbed the letter she had written me, and neatly
slid it into my pocket.
A lot of people would think it's ridiculous I carry it around
like that, but it's nearly the only piece of her that I have
left.
When I arrived at the burial area, dozens of people dressed in
black stood weeping.
All of Kadri's friends, classmates, and her family.
I went over to talk to her mom, who I hadn't spoken to since
the day Kadri had passed away.
I gave her a hug, and she cried.
"I miss her so much." I whispered, feeling a tear
trickle down my cheek.
"She loved you more than she loved herself, Connor, and I
know she's glad you're here."
"I love her too." I shut my eyes tightly, letting
steamy tears roll down my face.
The ceremony soon began, and people stood up to say a few last
words on Kadri's behalf.
"Wait!" I called, as they were about to begin the
burial.
I stood up, and took the microphone from a tall man and walked up
to the podium.
"As most of you know," I began. "My name is
Connor Brickmann, Kadri's boyfriend. Kadri is the most
amazing girl I have ever met. She was never afraid to be
herself, and most of all, she never hesitated to stand out.
Not a lot of people know her like I do, but I wish you
would've gotten the chance to. She's one of those
girls that when it starts raining, and everyone else heads for
shelter, she dances in it..I held Kadri's hand as her
heart stopped beating, and you know what? She had a smile
on her face. I know Kadri's up there right now smiling
down at us. And even though she's not with us anymore,
my heart will always belong to her. No one could ever
take her place."
I left the stage, more tears rolling down my damp face.
Soon, they began to let people say their last goodbye's to
Kadri.
I decided to go last, because I wanted to be the last person
to ever tell her 'i love you.'
When everyone else had taken their turn, I approached the
casket.
She still looked as perfect as ever, and as beautiful as
always.
She was wearing my sweatshirt, the one she fell asleep in that
night.
I remember when I gave it to her a few months ago at a football
game.
It was my favorite sweatshirt, but I would give every sweatshirt
in the world just to see her smile again.
As I said my last goodbye, a big gust of wind blue down on
me.
And when I looked up, if only for a second, I saw the faint
outline of angel wings.
I knew that it was Kadri.
"I love you Kadri Marie." I whispered, smiling up into
the sky.
"I always have, and I always
will, love you." ♥
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Chapter 23.
Conner's POV-
I drug both mine and Kadri's suitcases to her house.
I had to fix things.
When I arrived, the front door was left wide open.
"Hello?" I called, but the only responce was my own
echo.
"Kadri?" I muttered, walking up the steps to where
I remembered her room to be.
When I arrived at the top of the steps, I realized all of
the lights were off, and her bedroom door was locked.
"Kadri, please open up! I'm sorry!" I
pleaded, banging on the door.
After minutes of knocking, she still didn't open up, or
answer.
"Stay away from the door Kadri, i'm kicking it
open." I said hesitantly.
After 30 seconds, I busted the door open with my foot.
As I entered, she lied in here bed with her hand over her
heart.
I walked over to her.
"Kadri, wake up." I shook her softly.
"C-connor?" She whispered, barely audible.
"What are you doing here?"
"I'm so sorry Kadri, I love you. I love you more
than-"
"It's too late." She stopped me, her eyes barely
open.
"No Kadri, please, just give me another chan-"
"Connor, look." She pointed weakly to the floor.
I turned my head, seeing dozens of pills scattered across the
carpet.
I turned to her, my eyes filled with horror.
"No, Kadri, no!" I scereamed, holding onto her hand
tightly.
I placed my head onto her chest, hearing her heart beat slow.
Knowing she didn't have much time left.
I pulled out my phone, preparing to call 911.
"No Connor." She pushed my phone down, with all the
strength she had left.
"Kadri I can't let you die!" I began to cry.
"They'll never get her in time." She
whispered.
I leaned down to her, kissing her one last time.
"Stay with me Connor." She said weakly,
holding onto my hand.
I crawled into bed next to her, holding her in my arms.
She then handed me a letter, dated July 23rd.
That was today.
"What is this?" I asked her, tears still mutely rolling
down my cheeks.
"J-just read it." She stuttered, pushing it towards
me.
'Dear Connor,' it read at the top.
'The past week has been the best week of my life. It
brought back so many memories I know i'll never forget, and I
hope that you don't either. You've made it pretty
clear that you don't love me anymore, and i've grown to
realize that i'm never going to be able to accept that.
I'm sorry that i've been holding you back for so long,
Connor. You deserve to be happy. And I know that
someday, you are going to make some girl the happiest person out
there. I'm just glad that got to be me, if only for a
little while. You understood me like no one else could,
and like no one else ever will. So please just
understand now, that this isn't your fault. It's
mine. Ever since we broke up, i've been in a constant
battle with myself. And now? I've finally
lost. You mean the world to me Connor Joseph, don't
ever forget that. Don't ever forget that, don't
ever forget us, and please, Connor, don't ever forget me.
And p.s. Connor,'
I then looked over at Kadri, who smiled weakly at me while I
finished the last sentance.
Her eyes then closed, and her hand fell from mine.
'P.s. Connor,
I Still
Love You.'
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Chapter
22.
"Ready babe?"
Connor asked, waiting in the doorway of our now nearly empty
room.
"Almost." I replied, packing the lasts of my belongings
into my suitcase.
We all walked outside, piling our things into the back of the
limo that would be taking us home.
I had to admit, the ride home wasn't nearly as thrilling as
the ride there.
I fell asleep in Connor's lap during the 45 minute ride
home.
"Kadri, we're here." Connor shook my shoulders
lightly.
I lifted my head, seeing that Ainsley was still on the verge of
waking up too.
"Already?" I asked tiredly, recognizing the beach out
of our black tinted window.
"Yes, already." Connor laughed, pushing a few strands
of wild hair out of my eyes.
We all stepped out onto the beach sand, where we were dropped
off.
We would have to walk home from here, but for most of us, it
wasn't that far.
A 10 minute walk at most.
The limo driver unpacked our things, while making small talk
about our trip.
Then, we thanked him, and he drove off.
"Well." I said to Connor, draping my hands around his
neck. "I bet you want to carry my suitcase on the walk
home." I smiled innocently up at him.
"Well, you lost that bet." He laughed, wrapping his
hands around my waist.
"Oh, speaking of bets." Cade said, pulling a few 100
dollar bills out of his pockets. "You can break up
with her."
"Dude, not now!" Connor mumbled under his breath,
pushing the bills away.
"What?" I asked confused, slowly pulling my hands away
from Connor's neck.
"Arn't you gonna tell her bro?" Cade added.
Connor stayed silent.
"We made a bet that if Connor could treat you like his
girlfriend all week, we'd pitch in to help him buy his
car." Cade admitted.
"Connor is this true?" I asked nervously.
"Kadri, it's not what you think." Connor shook his
head.
"So this was all just a stupid bet?!" I spat, pushing
his hands off of my waist.
"It started out like that, but Kadri, it's not like that
anymo-"
"Get away from me!" I broke out into sobs, sprinting
away back towards my house.
I left my suitcase behind, not caring if I ever got it back.
Steamy tears streamed down my face as I rushed through the front
door.
It didn't matter though, no one was home anyways.
I rushed up to my room, collapsing onto the floor.
"No!" I screamed in sobs, pulling at my hair.
I sat there crying for two hours, not knowing what to do with
myself, not knowing how to make the pain stop.
I couldn't take it anymore.
I thought about finding the razor, but I knew that no amount of
cuts would take away the pain of fake love.
As I set it back into the cabinet, I saw a half bottle of pills
tipped over in the back.
I then realized that they hadn't been touched since Connor
first broke up with me, now 4 months ago.
I picked it up, walking to my room.
I poured them out onto the floor and picked one up.
I stared at it for a moment, then shoved it down the back of my
throat.
1 turned into 2, 2 turned into 3, and 3 turned into countless
more numbers.
As I began to grow dizzy, I knew that this was truely it.
It all ends here, I told myself.
I knew I couldn't leave without an explanation though,
without saying goodbye.
I pulled out the huge pile of 'Dear Connor' letters that
were hidden under my bed.
Then, I grabbed a clean sheet of paper.
'Dear Connor.' I wrote at the top.
I hoped that he would get to read it, eventually.
When I finished, I layed them all next to my bed, placing the
most recent one on top.
I then turned off the lights, and tucked myself into bed as I
bagan to grow more and more dizzy.
"Goodbye." I whispered, placing my hand over my
heart.
The heart that would
never beat again.
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Chapter 21.
"Wow, I can't believe
we have to leave already tommorrow." I frowned.
"I'm gonna miss this place."
"There's always next year." Connor smiled at
me, pouring a boul of cereal for himself.
"Yeah." I laughed. "But I doubt we'll
get it for free again."
He laughed in agreement.
"Do you guys just want to spend the day at the beach?"
Ainsley asked, walking out of the bedroom, dressed in her
swimsuit and coverup.
"Sure." I nodded, knowing Connor didn't really
care.
We were already dressed for the beach anyways.
When everyone finished eating breakfast, we walked down to the
beach that lied in our front yard.
When we arrived, the girls tanned, while the guys attempted to
surf.
It reminded me of the first days of Summer, when Connor through
me into the water, and had to carry me to the hospital.
So much has changed since then.
It was a good kind of change, though.
I began to think back further, to when Connor and I first
met.
Connor was always the tallest kid in the class.
I remember when I met him on the first day
of kindergarten.
He had those same brown eyes he does now, and that same warm,
charming smile.
That addicting, contagious laugh, that made me smile like no
other.
Everyday when we played tag at recess, Connor would always run
after me.
It's silly that I think so highly of it, but it made me feel
so special, like I was important to someone.
I remember coming back to school the week after my dad died in
4th grade.
Instead of going out for recess, I would spend my time in the
classroom, crying.
All the other kids went outside to play, but not Connor.
He stayed with me there in the corner, comforting me.
In 6th grade, I read my teen suicide awareness poem, the one that
ended up getting us here.
When I won, people told me that it was amazing I could write so
well about a topis that I had never had any
experience with.
Little did they know, I wrote about everything I went
through.
Even though everyone else was blind to the truth, Connor
knew.
He sat with me in my room all night that night, making sure I
didn't hurt myself.
I've never actually thought about it, but Connor saved my
life that night.
Then finally, in 8th grade, Connor asked me to be his
girlfriend.
I remember going home that night, being the happiest girl in the
world.
I through away every pill, mirror, and razor blade.
I threw away society's definition of beautiful--of
perfect.
I fell in love with Connor, and for a while, I believed that he
loved me too.
But than freshman year came, and the stupid little freshman girl
got her heart broken.
I had never felt so hated, so unloved.
I began cutting, starving myself, trying to turn myself back into
the girl he fell in love with.
And now, here we are.
I know i'm in love with him again, in fact, I know I always
have been.
This time though, I kept everything.
The pills, the razorblades.
It's not that I don't trust him, I just don't
trust myself.
I'm afraid this is going to end like it did 4 months ago.
Where he's okay, and i'm left broken.
I just don't want this to end up like all of those other
summer loves.
Where he ends up tan, and I?
I end up
sunburnt.
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----- I turned off all of the lights, and tucked myself into
bed. "Goodbye." I whispered into the darkness,
placing my hand over my heart. The heart that would never
beat
again.-------Kadri.
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I still love you.
Chapter 20.
"I'm
sorry, I over reacted." I said, with apologetic eyes.
He held his arms open, and I fell into them.
"I really do love you Kadri." He whispered into my ear
as we hugged.
"I love you too, Connor." I said quietly.
I pulled away from the hug, giving him a weak smile.
I hated when we faught, and it was clear he did too.
He then grabbed both of my hands.
"How about we go get some icecream? It's on
me." He smiled.
I nodded, and we walked down towards the icecream paralor on the
corner.
~*~*~*~
"Uhmm, what's your idea of the perfect first date?"
I asked Connor, while we lied on the beach playing the question
game.
The sky was almost completely dark, so we were the only ones
here.
"Probably at my house. I'd play Call of Duty,
while she made me sandwhiches." He teased, knowing how much
I liked to stereo type guys.
I punched him, trying to stop laughing.
"Kidding." He smiled. "It'd probably be
at the movies are something..what about you?"
I thought about it for a moment.
"I don't like first dates." I admitted,
running cold grains of sand through my fingers.
"They're..awkward."
"Well this is kind of like a first date, isn't it?"
Connor chuckled.
"No." I quickly corrected him. "This is a
second date."
He rolled his eyes playfully at how well I was convincing
myself.
"Well then, where was our first date?" He asked,
curious as to what I would come up with next.
"I don't know..let's make it up." I smiled.
He laughed, resting his hands underneath his head.
"How about Paris?" I suggested.
"I've always wanted to go there."
"Sure." Connor smiled at me. "Our first date
was in Paris."
I giggled, knowing how ridiculous we probably sounded right
now.
Connor played along anyways though.
"Your turn." I said calmly, resting my hands at my
side.
"What do you think the best thing in life is?" He
asked me, staring up into the black, star filled sky.
I had noticed that a few rain drops were starting to fall.
"I don't know." I admitted, thinking about it a
little more.
I put my hand out, feeling the rain starting to fall harder.
"Probably dancing in the rain." I smiled weakly.
"Really, why?" He asked, almost as if he was
surprised.
"Because." I began to explain. "When I was a
little girl, my dad used to bring me outside and dance with
me, everytime it rained."
Bringing up memories of my dad was painfull.
"I havn't done it since I was 6." I said
dreadfully, hanging my head.
Connor then stood up, pulling me up with him.
"It's never too late to fix that." he smiled.
I laughed, and we began dancing in the pouring rain.
Not serious dancing, but the kind of dancing you do when
you're alone in your room.
As he chased after me, our clothes became soaking wet and full of
sand.
"You'll never catch me!" I screamed, running down a
long boat dock.
As I reached the end, Connor caught up to me, wrapping his
arms tightly around my soaken body.
I laughed, staring into his deep brown eyes.
Then, we kissed.
I had always wanted to be kissed in the rain.
I thought it was one of those things that you only saw in movies,
you know?
"Have you ever found the greatest thing in life,
Connor?" I whispered.
We were so close that our noses were touching, and I could feel
his warm breath brushing against my skin.
"You have to find the good things in life. But the
best things in life?" he pushed a strand of wet hair
out of my face.
"They find
you."
..♥ Okay,
notifications might take awhile for this chapter because i'm
probably going to end up having to them off of my ipod..-_-..for
those of you who havn't seen my previous quote, i'm
grounded. I have no idea when the next chapter will be
up. In fact, this one wouldn't be up if my brother
didn't have baseball tonight..I love you Conner..♥
Haha, <<--Ironic, his name is conner, too.(:
lolol. Amazing job with the faves guys<33 I promise
the hint for next chapter will be much better.. The
number to reach for this chapter is 140 .(:
Hint;
----- I just don't want this to end up like all
those other Summer loves. Where he ends up tan, and
I? I end up
sunburnt.-------Kadri.
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