~Chapter Twenty
Three~
Lucas'
POV
Guilt, relief and sadness clouded
my mind.
Ella didn't kill Noah; Relief.
Noah killed herself; Sadness.
I blamed Ella; Guilt.
I had no one but myself to blame for pushing Ella into another
boy's arms.
All I wanted to do was hug her and kiss her and tell her how
sorry I was. How much I loved her.
I put the note down and picked up the diary. It was unlocked so I
simply opened it to the first page. The first date in the book
was about six months ago.
There were still so many unanswered questions.
Why did Noah kill herself?
What was in this book?
It hurt to think of Noah killing herself but it was better than
thinking of Ella as a murderer.
I scrolled through the book, looking for something interesting to
read. I found a chapter in the diary, past the halfway mark that
caught my eye.
Dear Diary,
Today I bought the first load. I never thought I would do this
but I have to make a impression right? I don't even want to
know what Ella woud say if she knew.
The guy's name was Tom.
I don't think it's his real name though. It's
probably just a street name. He selt me three pills. One for me,
one for Jenna and one for Naomi. I hid them in my cupboard,
they'll be great for next weekend.
Naomi and Jenna had given me Tom's number and I had gotten
the drugs.
He seemed really nice but still kept his identity under
covers.
I can't wait untill I get to try this stuff!
-Noah
I was awe struck. Drugs? Tom?
What?
I read through a few uninteresting chapters quickly untill I
found one more paragraph that I concentrated
on.
I think I just made a HUGE
mistake.
So, I didn't have enough money to pay Tom for the drugs. Now
I have to work it off. WORK IT OFF. I can't believe this. I
have to be a drug dealer. The only thing that is keeping me calm
is that I will be able to work it off eventually. I wont be in
this situation. I hope.
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