and i know its stupid and pointless and stupid
and nobody cares
but
i think the guy i like was flirting with my friend today
and the worst part?
she didnt do anything about it
infact, she was flirting back.
wow
i feel like such a horrible person
just for everything ive ever done
and you probably think im too dramatic
but whenever i mess up it just makes me even lower
and i feel so horrible
and stupid
and rude
and obnoxious
and ugly
and unwanted
i need a shoulder to cry on