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I took a deep breath
and rolled up my sleeves revealing the healing and fresh
cuts on my wrists.
Blake looked me in the eyes, with clear concern and all he could manage to say was, "Why?"
I looked down at the floor, putting my sleeves back down as Blake pulled me into a huge hug. "Just everything, nothing is right, nothing except for you." A tear rolled down my cheek and he wiped it away with his thumb.
"Baby, i love you." He said, kissing my forehead as i started crying. "How long have you been doing it?"
I thought back to the first time i had done it. "About a year." I said, resting my head on his chest.
"Babe, you're so perfect. Everytime i see you this huge smile spreads across my face, and you just know how to make my day that much better." He smiled, lifting my chin up.
I looked him in the eyes and kissed him. "We better get to class." I said after I pulled away.
"Or, i could bring you home and we can hang out there." He said, getting up and taking my hands to help me up.
"Sounds good to me." I smiled.
When we got to my house nobody was home so we went upstairs to my bedroom. "What do you want to do?" I asked.
"Wanna watch a scary movie?" He smiled, picking one up off the floor.
"Sure." I giggled, i got up and closed the door and turned off the light while he put it in the DVD player. Blake sat down on the bed, and i went to sit on his lap. I rested my head on his chest as he played the movie. He took my wrist and gently ran his fingers along the cuts.
"Is this because of your dad and your brother?" He asked, looking me in the eyes.
"It wasn't at first." I trailed off, looking away and focusing on the TV. "But now it is."
"You shouldn't do this to yourself." He smiled at me, with a slight concern in his eyes. "You're perfect and you don't need to worry what others think."
"Can we please just watch the movie?" I said, looking up at the TV.
"Yeah.." He said, trailing off. He wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tight.
Scary movies wouldn't be as scary if it wasn't for the creepy music and people jumping out at you. But everytime something like that happened i couldn't help but hide my face in Blake's chest. "Is it over yet?" I said, looking him in the eye.
"Not quite." He said, leaning in and kissing me.
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Blake looked me in the eyes, with clear concern and all he could manage to say was, "Why?"
I looked down at the floor, putting my sleeves back down as Blake pulled me into a huge hug. "Just everything, nothing is right, nothing except for you." A tear rolled down my cheek and he wiped it away with his thumb.
"Baby, i love you." He said, kissing my forehead as i started crying. "How long have you been doing it?"
I thought back to the first time i had done it. "About a year." I said, resting my head on his chest.
"Babe, you're so perfect. Everytime i see you this huge smile spreads across my face, and you just know how to make my day that much better." He smiled, lifting my chin up.
I looked him in the eyes and kissed him. "We better get to class." I said after I pulled away.
"Or, i could bring you home and we can hang out there." He said, getting up and taking my hands to help me up.
"Sounds good to me." I smiled.
When we got to my house nobody was home so we went upstairs to my bedroom. "What do you want to do?" I asked.
"Wanna watch a scary movie?" He smiled, picking one up off the floor.
"Sure." I giggled, i got up and closed the door and turned off the light while he put it in the DVD player. Blake sat down on the bed, and i went to sit on his lap. I rested my head on his chest as he played the movie. He took my wrist and gently ran his fingers along the cuts.
"Is this because of your dad and your brother?" He asked, looking me in the eyes.
"It wasn't at first." I trailed off, looking away and focusing on the TV. "But now it is."
"You shouldn't do this to yourself." He smiled at me, with a slight concern in his eyes. "You're perfect and you don't need to worry what others think."
"Can we please just watch the movie?" I said, looking up at the TV.
"Yeah.." He said, trailing off. He wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tight.
Scary movies wouldn't be as scary if it wasn't for the creepy music and people jumping out at you. But everytime something like that happened i couldn't help but hide my face in Blake's chest. "Is it over yet?" I said, looking him in the eye.
"Not quite." He said, leaning in and kissing me.
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I just sat there
looking at it for what seemed like hours. Blake looked at
me,
"Babe you don't have to do this if you don't want to.."
He said, but i could just tell from his voice that he really wanted me to; and i honestly really wanted to as well.
I picked it up with both hands. It felt so weird to have actual food like that in my hands. It was so weird and floppy. It felt almost foreign to be, because i hadn't ate in so long.
I closed my eyes for a moment, i took a deep breath, I opened my mouth and took a small bite.
Blake looked at me smiling
"I'm so proud of you baby"
He said kissing my cheek softly.
It felt so good to eat something. My jaw felt almost sore, but in a good way, from just chewing the food.
An hour had passed by of taking small slow bites, i finally had 1 bite left. I closed my eyes, and just breathed for a moment. I slowly took a deep breath and popped the last bite into my mouth. I swallowed and and just looked down at the empty plate.
"I can't believe I did it, I can't believe i actually did it"
I said, just staring down at the empty plate. All that were left were a few crumbs. Blake took the plat placing it in the sink. My stomach hurt from eating it, but it was a nice feeling. I actually felt full, like really really full.
Blake took my hand as i stood up,
"Wanna come over to my place for a while?"
Blake asked, I nodded.
We headed downstairs, slipped on our shoes and jackets, and headed out to his place. When we got there his mom greeted us;
"You okay Jane?"
His mom asked, I was clearly still a little shaken up from eating before, and I slowly nodded my head. I could tell his mom new something was up, but Blake just took us to his room, and plopped on his bed. He patted the spot next to him, and I cuddled up close to him. He wrapped his arms around me and looked me in the eyes.
"Baby I really am proud of you. I'm always gunna be here with you. This relationship isn't going to end by me. I love you too much for that to happen."
I smiled and rested my head on his chest, listening to his heart beat, beating with mine.
"I love you too Blake, so much."
I said as i closed my eyes in his arms. He kissed my forehead and rested his head against mine.
"Baby I'm yours"
He said in a soft whisper into my ear.
I slightly smiled and whispered back to him,
"And boo I'm yours."
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"Babe you don't have to do this if you don't want to.."
He said, but i could just tell from his voice that he really wanted me to; and i honestly really wanted to as well.
I picked it up with both hands. It felt so weird to have actual food like that in my hands. It was so weird and floppy. It felt almost foreign to be, because i hadn't ate in so long.
I closed my eyes for a moment, i took a deep breath, I opened my mouth and took a small bite.
Blake looked at me smiling
"I'm so proud of you baby"
He said kissing my cheek softly.
It felt so good to eat something. My jaw felt almost sore, but in a good way, from just chewing the food.
An hour had passed by of taking small slow bites, i finally had 1 bite left. I closed my eyes, and just breathed for a moment. I slowly took a deep breath and popped the last bite into my mouth. I swallowed and and just looked down at the empty plate.
"I can't believe I did it, I can't believe i actually did it"
I said, just staring down at the empty plate. All that were left were a few crumbs. Blake took the plat placing it in the sink. My stomach hurt from eating it, but it was a nice feeling. I actually felt full, like really really full.
Blake took my hand as i stood up,
"Wanna come over to my place for a while?"
Blake asked, I nodded.
We headed downstairs, slipped on our shoes and jackets, and headed out to his place. When we got there his mom greeted us;
"You okay Jane?"
His mom asked, I was clearly still a little shaken up from eating before, and I slowly nodded my head. I could tell his mom new something was up, but Blake just took us to his room, and plopped on his bed. He patted the spot next to him, and I cuddled up close to him. He wrapped his arms around me and looked me in the eyes.
"Baby I really am proud of you. I'm always gunna be here with you. This relationship isn't going to end by me. I love you too much for that to happen."
I smiled and rested my head on his chest, listening to his heart beat, beating with mine.
"I love you too Blake, so much."
I said as i closed my eyes in his arms. He kissed my forehead and rested his head against mine.
"Baby I'm yours"
He said in a soft whisper into my ear.
I slightly smiled and whispered back to him,
"And boo I'm yours."
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Saturday, my favourite day of the week. I woke up to a loud knock at the door. "WHO IS IT?" I yelled, making my way down the stairs, still half asleep. I opened the front door and Blake was standing there. "Why are you awake so early in the morning?" I said, rubbing my eyes.
"It's 1 in the afternoon Jane." He laughed. "I thought we could do something."
"Okay." I said, walking back towards the stairs to go up to my room. "I just need to get ready." He followed me up the stairs and into my room. I went into the bathroom and quickly took a shower and then changed into a pair of grey sweatpants and a bright green tank top. I put my hair up into a messy bun and walked out of the bathroom. Blake looked at me and invited me to sit on his lap.
"This is when you look truly beautiful." He smiled. Blake was the only one i felt comfortable enough with to let him see me without makeup or my hair just right, because i knew that stuff didn't matter to him. I could feel myself start to blush. "So, what do you want to do today?" He asked.
"I've been thinking about it and i want to try..." I started to wonder if i should finish my sentance. I wondered if Blake would give up on me, or if he would honestly try to help me get better.
"Try what babe?"
"I wanted to try eating again.." I said quietly. I never wanted it to end up that way, i didn't want to be a person who just lived off of water and juice. I just wanted to feel good enough. I just wanted to be skinny.
Blake gave me a big hug and whispered in my ear. "You can do this Jane, you're strong." I closed my eyes and the memory rushed back.
"You're such a fattie." One of the guys in my class yelled to me.
All of his friends started laughing and i ran down the hall crying. I stopped when i felt two strong arms grab me and turn me around, wrapping me in a huge hug. It was Blake. "Blake, be honest." I said, sniffling. "Am i fat?" I couldn't stop crying. Guys should know, you don't call a girl fat, even if you are kidding.
"Not even close." He said, hugging me tighter.
That night i decided not to eat dinner, it made me feel better about myself. But i needed to do more. I stopped eating breakfast and lunch everyday and stuck to one meal. Dinner, when i was with my family, so they wouldn't suspect it.
"Jane, this is dangerous." Blake said one day when he noticed me not eating lunch.
"It doesn't matter." I said. "I need to be skinny."
"Yeah, but you're wasting away. You've lost almost half your original weight." He was right, i was ridiculous to have even started this.
"I'm going to help you." He said. I had starting crying, thinking back to that day, it was one of the worst days of my life. That year, was the year i regret the most.
We went downstairs and into the kitchen. "Are you sure you want to do this?" He said. I nodded and looked in the cupboards. When i used to eat, my favourite food was grilled cheese. I would eat one almost everyday.
"Can you make me a grilled cheese?" I smiled, giving him puppy dog eyes.
"Of course i can." He said. He went into the fridge and got everything he needed and then made it.
When it was done he put it on a plate and set it down in front of me. At first i couldn't bring myself to do it. For a few minutes all i could do was sit there and stare at it.
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I texted Blake to see if he was ready to come over so we could head to the prom. Within 5 minutes his mom had pulled in the drive way and they were knocking at the door.
"Come innnn!!"
I yelled down to them; i heard the door open then close as I could hear both Blake and his mothers footsteps comming up the wooden staircase.
"Babbbbyyyy"
I heard him call to me; I couldn't help but smile when I heard his voice.
"Close your eyes"
I said to both Blake and his mother as Katie and I smiled at each other.
They both had their eyes closed as Katie and I walked out of my bedroom to see them. I stood right infront of Blake and kissed his lips softly,
"Open up"
I said to both of them. They both opened their eyes and Blake immediatly wrapped his arms around my waist and spun me in a circle in his arms.
"You look beautiful baby"
He said and I couldn't help but smile at Katie and mouth the words
"Thank you"
Because she's the one who had helped me look this good in the first place.
I smiled at Blake then asked Katie if her boyfriend Josh was coming over?
She nodded as she checked her phone and said that he'd be there in about 5 minutes.
5 minutes past by and there was a knock at the door. Katie ran down the stairs in her dress as Josh came and opened the door wrapping his arms around Kaite.
I looked at Blake he smiled and kissed me. Josh and Blake were best friends as were Katie and I; so it was perfect for us to be there all together.
Blake's mother had us all line up on the stairs and took our pictures, as well as taking pictures of just Blake and I, and just Katie and Josh.
Josh had his lisence, so he was the one taking us all there, and back home.
We got in the car and headed to the school. I wasn't really into the whole dressing up thing, but i did it for Blake. We walked into the school, and everyone looked amazing. It made me feel like i was wearing sweats and a hoodie next to her. "Come on Jane!" Katie yelled, as she dragged me into the gym. Josh and Blake followed behind us, both grinning.
A slow song came on and Blake wrapped his arms around my waist. I wrapped mine around his neck and we started dancing. "I love you." He whispered.
"I love you too." I smiled, as his lips softly brushed against mine. I could've stayed in that moment forever. Not only was Blake my boyfriend, but he was my best friend. He knew everything and anything there was to know about me.
After prom was over, Josh drove us all home. I went into my room and threw my shoes on the floor and changed into some pajamas, it felt so good to be out of that stuff. I went into the bathroom and washed all the makeup off my face, and quickly washed my hair. I layed down in bed and fell asleep almost as soon as my head hit the pillow. That was the best night ever.
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"I do care, i just don't want you to get hurt."
Those words just played over and over again through my head. "I do care…" that part hit me the hardest. I stopped there; right in my tracks. He took a few more steps then stopped and turned and looked at me.
"What the hell are you doing? Let's go!!"
"What do you mean by 'i do care' ?"
I said to him not quite getting it…
"You taunted me about my eating…you make fun of me…you don't really care…you just pretend to care…"
I turned around as I started to head back home. I wasn't going to deal with this. I wasn't going to do it anymore. He chased after me,
"Jane! Wait!! Stop!! Where are you going?!"
I kept walking faster than before just wanting to go home and cry. I was almost running at this point and I could still hear Caleb behind me yelling for me to stop…but I just couldn't do it. I looked over my shoulder, tears filled my eyes… I turned back to look forward and Blake was right in front of me as i ran into him…
He didn't ask what was wrong he just wrapped his arms around me holding me tightly as tears streamed down my face…
"Shhh baby it's okay…" he said softly he stroked my hair and rubbed my back softly, "Shhh sweetheart whatever it is it's gunna be okay…I'm right here to protect you from anything…it's all gunna be okay hunnie…"
He put his hand under my chin tilting my head up to him. He smiled and wiped my tears away. At this point Caleb was standing right behind me; but Blake acted like he wasn't even there.
Blake looked me in the eyes
"Baby you're beautiful, and I will protect you from anything that I possibly can"
I slightly smiled as he wiped away the rest of my tears. Looking me in the eyes he leaned in and kissed my lips softly.
"You don't wanna go to school do you?"
He asked me. I shook my head;
"Not particularly…"
I said to him. He wrapped one arm around my shoulder and lead me back towards the house.
"Hey where do you 2 think you're going??"
Caleb shouted to us. Blake stopped for a minute; walked over to Caleb. I don't know what he said but Caleb turned around and walked straight to school. Blake walked back over to me, putting his arm back around me, and he led me back to his house.
We went inside and he brought my up to his room, he laid down on his bed and pulled me on next to him. I laid there in his arms and he held my waist. His chest was against my back as he held me closely.
Blake kissed my neck softly and rested his head against mine.
"I love you so much baby"
He whispered in my ear. I smiled and whispered back,
"I love you too"
I turned my head up to him and he kissed me softly.
"Just go to sleep baby, you're right here in my arms, I'll protect you no matter what"
He said as I slowly fell asleep with a slight smile on my face as his arms were wrapped around me. And I couldn't help but want this every single night.
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Blake walked me to
the door and gave me a kiss. "Bye." He said,
walking away.
"Bye." I smiled.
"Why the hell weren't you home?" My dad said when i walked in the door. "Start cooking." My dad was the kind of guy who believed it was the girls job to cook. I hate that about him.
"I was at Blake's." I mumbled, walking into the kitchen. I hate that my dad made the anorexic girl cook, like seriously, he has no clue what it's like.
After dinner i went up to my bedroom. I closed my bedroom door and fell to the floor crying. I couldn't take it anymore, i couldn't hold it all in. I hated living my life, everyone asking me how i got so skinny, or why i never eat. They just don't understand, they think it's all simple. They think that if i want to eat, just eat. I've tried, many times, i just can't bring myself to do it.
I texted Blake, i just really needed someone right now. He said he was coming over right away, and i told him to just come right up to my bedroom. I heard a knock on the door, and got out of the way so he could come in. "Hey." I said, when he opened the door.
"What's wrong babe?" He said, sitting down next to me, and wiping a tear from my eye.
"Everything." I sighed. He moved closer and kissed my forehead. I needed help, i couldn't take it anymore. "Blake, i really need to do something."
"Do something about what?" He asked, confused.
"I can't handle this anymore, i need to be able to eat again." I said, as tears started falling again. "My dad acts like i'm not even a person, my brother always taunts me about it, you're the only person that understands."
The next morning i woke up laying down next to Blake. What was he doing here? He woke up and smiled at me. "Goodmorning beautiful."
"What are you doing here?" I asked, going into the bathroom.
"You finally calmed down and then we layed down in your bed, and fell asleep." He smiled. "I should get home though, gotta get ready for school." He laughed, as he walked out of the room.
I got ready for school and then went downstairs. "Why did Blake just come out of your room?" Caleb asked.
"I can't do this right now." I said, walking past him quickly. He chased after me.
"Jane, are you going out with him?" Caleb asked, walking beside me to the school.
"Caleb, why do you care? You and dad don't care about me." I said, starting to walk faster.
"I do care, i just don't want you to get hurt." He smiled.
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"Bye." I smiled.
"Why the hell weren't you home?" My dad said when i walked in the door. "Start cooking." My dad was the kind of guy who believed it was the girls job to cook. I hate that about him.
"I was at Blake's." I mumbled, walking into the kitchen. I hate that my dad made the anorexic girl cook, like seriously, he has no clue what it's like.
After dinner i went up to my bedroom. I closed my bedroom door and fell to the floor crying. I couldn't take it anymore, i couldn't hold it all in. I hated living my life, everyone asking me how i got so skinny, or why i never eat. They just don't understand, they think it's all simple. They think that if i want to eat, just eat. I've tried, many times, i just can't bring myself to do it.
I texted Blake, i just really needed someone right now. He said he was coming over right away, and i told him to just come right up to my bedroom. I heard a knock on the door, and got out of the way so he could come in. "Hey." I said, when he opened the door.
"What's wrong babe?" He said, sitting down next to me, and wiping a tear from my eye.
"Everything." I sighed. He moved closer and kissed my forehead. I needed help, i couldn't take it anymore. "Blake, i really need to do something."
"Do something about what?" He asked, confused.
"I can't handle this anymore, i need to be able to eat again." I said, as tears started falling again. "My dad acts like i'm not even a person, my brother always taunts me about it, you're the only person that understands."
The next morning i woke up laying down next to Blake. What was he doing here? He woke up and smiled at me. "Goodmorning beautiful."
"What are you doing here?" I asked, going into the bathroom.
"You finally calmed down and then we layed down in your bed, and fell asleep." He smiled. "I should get home though, gotta get ready for school." He laughed, as he walked out of the room.
I got ready for school and then went downstairs. "Why did Blake just come out of your room?" Caleb asked.
"I can't do this right now." I said, walking past him quickly. He chased after me.
"Jane, are you going out with him?" Caleb asked, walking beside me to the school.
"Caleb, why do you care? You and dad don't care about me." I said, starting to walk faster.
"I do care, i just don't want you to get hurt." He smiled.
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I walked over to the
rack of dresses, they were all so beautiful. There were red
ones, and yellow ones, and green ones, and gold ones. But the
one that caught my eyes was a deep purple. It flowed down the
the floor with some sparkle and shine around the top. It had
a sweetheart neckline and it was a strapless dress. I looked
over at Madison,
"This is the one…"
I said smiling. She looked at me almost in disbelief that I even liked it.
"Well I'll have to see it on you"
Se said. I took it off the rack and rushed into the dressing room. I looked in the mirror before I cam out of the dressing room. I couldn't help but smile, I actually felt pretty for once. I cam out of the dressing room with a smile on my face. Madison looked at me, she was smiling too. She giggled then said,
"Wow you were right, this is the dress, I love it so much, you look gorgeous"
I smiled going back into the dressing room taking it off putting back on my clothes from before. We picked out a pair of dark purple heels that matched the dress perfectly.
When I got home i called Blake, within 10 minutes he was at my house. I met him at the door and run into his arms. I loved him so much. He wrapped his arms around me,
"I love you baby"
He whispered into my ear as he hugged me. I smiled and kissed him, i smiled against his lips and said
"I love you too boo"
We walked back over to his house and went up to his room. He plopped himself on his bed and patted the spot next to him and smiled. I smiled and crawled up next to him. He had his arm around me and i had my head on his chest. I looked up at him,
"I can't wait till prom this weekend"
I said smiling, he smiled then kissed me softly. I loved when he did that. Those unexpected kisses that were a complete surprise but were always so perfect.
"Blakeeeeeee! Janeeeee!"
Blake's mother yelled up to us.
"Whattttttt?!"
We both yelled back in unison.
"Comeeeee Hereee!!"
She yelled back.
We both smiled getting up. He wrapped his arms around my waste from behind resting his head on my shoulder. He walked behind me as we walked down the hall way to his mom in the living room. She smiled at us with a slight chuckle.
"Jane you father called, he's home…" She sighed knowing how much trouble I had at home. "He wants you home to make dinner" She said looking at me.
I sighed leaning my head against Blakes.
"I love you"
He whispered in my ear
"I love you too"
I whispered back.
I nodded to his mother as i turned to head to the door. Blake let go of my waist,
"Mom Ima walk Jane home"
He said as he rushed down the stairs behind me.
I slipped on my shoes and he did as well, slipping his hand into mine we headed out for the walk back to my house.
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"This is the one…"
I said smiling. She looked at me almost in disbelief that I even liked it.
"Well I'll have to see it on you"
Se said. I took it off the rack and rushed into the dressing room. I looked in the mirror before I cam out of the dressing room. I couldn't help but smile, I actually felt pretty for once. I cam out of the dressing room with a smile on my face. Madison looked at me, she was smiling too. She giggled then said,
"Wow you were right, this is the dress, I love it so much, you look gorgeous"
I smiled going back into the dressing room taking it off putting back on my clothes from before. We picked out a pair of dark purple heels that matched the dress perfectly.
When I got home i called Blake, within 10 minutes he was at my house. I met him at the door and run into his arms. I loved him so much. He wrapped his arms around me,
"I love you baby"
He whispered into my ear as he hugged me. I smiled and kissed him, i smiled against his lips and said
"I love you too boo"
We walked back over to his house and went up to his room. He plopped himself on his bed and patted the spot next to him and smiled. I smiled and crawled up next to him. He had his arm around me and i had my head on his chest. I looked up at him,
"I can't wait till prom this weekend"
I said smiling, he smiled then kissed me softly. I loved when he did that. Those unexpected kisses that were a complete surprise but were always so perfect.
"Blakeeeeeee! Janeeeee!"
Blake's mother yelled up to us.
"Whattttttt?!"
We both yelled back in unison.
"Comeeeee Hereee!!"
She yelled back.
We both smiled getting up. He wrapped his arms around my waste from behind resting his head on my shoulder. He walked behind me as we walked down the hall way to his mom in the living room. She smiled at us with a slight chuckle.
"Jane you father called, he's home…" She sighed knowing how much trouble I had at home. "He wants you home to make dinner" She said looking at me.
I sighed leaning my head against Blakes.
"I love you"
He whispered in my ear
"I love you too"
I whispered back.
I nodded to his mother as i turned to head to the door. Blake let go of my waist,
"Mom Ima walk Jane home"
He said as he rushed down the stairs behind me.
I slipped on my shoes and he did as well, slipping his hand into mine we headed out for the walk back to my house.
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I played along as he
pushed me against the wall, kissing me even harder than
before. We started making out as his hands went up my shirt.
"What the hell are you doing?" I said, pushing his
hands away.
He just winked, and tried to take off my shirt again.
"Stop it." I said, pushing him away. I grabbed my bag, and ran down the hallway. I never thought of Blake that way, it never seemed like something he would try to do, especially so soon. I didn't know where i was running to, i was just running. I couldn't go back to talk to Blake, at least not right now. I ran out the door of the school, i sat down on the steps for awhile. I sat there and thought, was i overreacting? I was just scared to get hurt, i knew how it felt to get hurt. My mom left, my dad and my brother treat me like i'm not even a person, i just can't deal with it if Blake hurt me. I never thought Blake would be the type to just want to get in my pants, after 2 days.
When the bell rang for the next period, i went to class. I was glad to see that Blake didn't show up, he wasn't exactly who i was in the mood to see right now. Class was finally over, and i went to my locker, Blake was standing at his locker, and he looked like he was about to start crying. I tried as hard as i could to ignore him. "Jane?" He said, closing his locker and looking at me. I turned away from him and continued putting my stuff in my locker. "Jane, seriously, can i just talk to you for one second?" He said, grabbing my arm and turning me towards him.
"What do you want Blake." I said, probably harsher then it needed to sound. "I'm not like the other girls." I said. "..You can't just get in my pants after dating me for 2 days." He looked offended but i didn't care. I put my stuff in my locker and stormed off.
"Jane, you don't understand." He yelled, chasing me down the hallway.
"What is there to understand Blake?" I said, picking up my pace.
"Jane, i love you." He said, catching up to me, and turning me towards him again, holding onto my arms this time so i couldn't move.
"I thought i loved you..." I whispered.
"I'm really sorry." He smiled. "It's just, i was so caught up in the moment." He looked down at the ground. "I really didn't want it to happen like that." I couldn't stay mad at him, when he looked at me with those gorgeous eyes of his my heart melted and a smile spread across my lips. "I really do love you Jane." He said, giving me a hug.
"I love you too." I said, completely forgetting we were even trying to be a secret couple. I went on my tip toes, giving him a kiss. I didn't care what everyone thought anymore, they could judge all they wanted. They were going to find out we were together on Friday anyways since we were going to Prom together.
"You ready to go?" Madison asked, coming to my locker after the end of the day.
"Yep." I said, throwing my textbooks in the bottom of my locker and grabbing my phone off the top shelf. Madison was a junior so she had her own car. We walked out of school and walked to her car. I was excited to pick out my dress.
"So, who is the mystery guy?" She asked, as we started driving towards a little boutique in the middle of town. I wanted to tell her but i just really didn't know what she would think. She knew that i liked him.
"Blake." I whispered just loud enough for her to hear over the music playing on the radio.
"Are you serious?!" She asked, sounding excited for me.
"Yeah." I smiled. She parked the car, and we went in to the shop.
"I'm going to find you the perfect dress, one that Blake will love." There were so many dresses in the store, i didn't even know where to start. It was all so overwhelming, but when i saw the one dress i knew it was the one i wanted, and the one Blake would absolutely love to see me wearing.
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He just winked, and tried to take off my shirt again.
"Stop it." I said, pushing him away. I grabbed my bag, and ran down the hallway. I never thought of Blake that way, it never seemed like something he would try to do, especially so soon. I didn't know where i was running to, i was just running. I couldn't go back to talk to Blake, at least not right now. I ran out the door of the school, i sat down on the steps for awhile. I sat there and thought, was i overreacting? I was just scared to get hurt, i knew how it felt to get hurt. My mom left, my dad and my brother treat me like i'm not even a person, i just can't deal with it if Blake hurt me. I never thought Blake would be the type to just want to get in my pants, after 2 days.
When the bell rang for the next period, i went to class. I was glad to see that Blake didn't show up, he wasn't exactly who i was in the mood to see right now. Class was finally over, and i went to my locker, Blake was standing at his locker, and he looked like he was about to start crying. I tried as hard as i could to ignore him. "Jane?" He said, closing his locker and looking at me. I turned away from him and continued putting my stuff in my locker. "Jane, seriously, can i just talk to you for one second?" He said, grabbing my arm and turning me towards him.
"What do you want Blake." I said, probably harsher then it needed to sound. "I'm not like the other girls." I said. "..You can't just get in my pants after dating me for 2 days." He looked offended but i didn't care. I put my stuff in my locker and stormed off.
"Jane, you don't understand." He yelled, chasing me down the hallway.
"What is there to understand Blake?" I said, picking up my pace.
"Jane, i love you." He said, catching up to me, and turning me towards him again, holding onto my arms this time so i couldn't move.
"I thought i loved you..." I whispered.
"I'm really sorry." He smiled. "It's just, i was so caught up in the moment." He looked down at the ground. "I really didn't want it to happen like that." I couldn't stay mad at him, when he looked at me with those gorgeous eyes of his my heart melted and a smile spread across my lips. "I really do love you Jane." He said, giving me a hug.
"I love you too." I said, completely forgetting we were even trying to be a secret couple. I went on my tip toes, giving him a kiss. I didn't care what everyone thought anymore, they could judge all they wanted. They were going to find out we were together on Friday anyways since we were going to Prom together.
"You ready to go?" Madison asked, coming to my locker after the end of the day.
"Yep." I said, throwing my textbooks in the bottom of my locker and grabbing my phone off the top shelf. Madison was a junior so she had her own car. We walked out of school and walked to her car. I was excited to pick out my dress.
"So, who is the mystery guy?" She asked, as we started driving towards a little boutique in the middle of town. I wanted to tell her but i just really didn't know what she would think. She knew that i liked him.
"Blake." I whispered just loud enough for her to hear over the music playing on the radio.
"Are you serious?!" She asked, sounding excited for me.
"Yeah." I smiled. She parked the car, and we went in to the shop.
"I'm going to find you the perfect dress, one that Blake will love." There were so many dresses in the store, i didn't even know where to start. It was all so overwhelming, but when i saw the one dress i knew it was the one i wanted, and the one Blake would absolutely love to see me wearing.
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