TheyDontKnowMe

Status: Trying to keep my head high
Joined: February 18, 2012
Last Seen: 7 years
user id: 275595
Gender: F
A lil' About Me

So about my mom and me. We are/were bestfriends. She was the only thing important to me she's my mom.
She got involved in drugs I did too.
Now she is in prison and I'm stuck here. Basically it. I cry every night because of how much I miss her.


 

About Me



So I don't know where to start.
My life is a little crazy. This is the account that no one knows I have by the way. I am 16. I have 3 siblings.
le of the box to anything you want.

Quotes by TheyDontKnowMe

Your Little Plan To Try And Make Me Jealous Won't Work.
Want To Know Why?
I Won't Fight For You, Because Trying To Make A Girl Jealous Leaves Her Hurt.
If You Really Liked Me You Wouldn't Want To Hurt Me.
Everyday It Gets A Little Bit Harder To Pretend That Everything Is Okay.
That I'm Okay, Because I'm Not.
Pray for my aunt.
She was in a car accident yesterday and there is a big possibility that she won't make it.
She has two kids at home, waiting for their mommy to get better.
Ages 9 and 6.
My heart is with them and my uncle as they are scared.
God help them, help her, make them strong, be there in that room while she is sedated.
Be there to help them keep their heads up.
Be with her when she goes in for the next surgery.
Be there to help her fight.
We need her.
Help her heal so she can get back to us.
God help her live.
I wish I could believe my pretending too..
Waking up in the morning crying because
the nightmare you had
is a reality from your past.....
If Pain Didn't Exist......

Then how would we know that
what we felt was real?

 

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I Just Want To Cry.
 

I wish I could be truely happy,
      even if it was just for one day.


I can erase your number.
I can delete you from facebook.
I can erase our pictures too.

But I can't erase our memories.
No matter how hard I try







 

 

Dear Mom,
      I don't even know where to start. I love you and I really miss you. Things are changing and I'm trying in school. I'm taking online classes and trying out for the musical. You always said I could sing and it was the only thing that made you smile. I'm on the newspaper and the yearbook staff. The little ones still ask when you're coming back. I don't have the heart to tell them that it won't be for a long time because you messed up when you were in the Residential Treatment Facility. That you are now going back to prison.        
      You are missing out on your youngest daughter being in the homecoming court. She is 5 years old and is already being on the homecoming court. You have no idea how much we miss you. When I saw you on the other side of that glass dressed in orange it broke my heart. I still haven't given you a hug since the days before you went to jail. Its been almost a year. I still cry all the time and no one understands. Not from around here anyway.
      You must still be sick, the addiction hasn't gone away for you. I pray for God's help all the time. I miss you so much. I don't understand why you decided that you got into the stuff you did. You got caught and were surprised that you are going back to prison. I really really miss you mommy. I miss your hugs and kisses goodnight. I miss your smile. You were always the most beautiful person I know. Your youngest is growing up looking more and more like you every day. It pains my heart and I hold onto her for dear life. She is like you so much and growing everyday.
     I'm sorry things couldn't be better. I need you mom. I need you so much mommy.
Love,
Your Daughter