ThisBeEmilyRae

Status: Circumstances will change and things will be fine, just hold on a little more.
Joined: March 5, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 281223
Location: Wisconsin
Gender: F

Hi. :)
I've been with this website a lot longer than when I joined.
I don't like doing these kinds of things, but I'll try.
I seriously doubt that there is a single person on this planet that knows everything about me.
I don't have any BEST friends really...
Just friends.
I'm 16 and still young.
I'm not that girl that has 20 guys after her.
I hate school.
Everybody judges me.
I love food, and I'm always eating... Even though I'm really skinny.
The food I eat just doesn't gain on me, but it will one day.
I don't care that I have barely any followers on here,
This place its kind of just my diary.
The moment I get judged here, I'm leaving.
I hate when people don't believe in me.

I'm a junior.
I have blonde hair and blue eyes.
I know a lot of you wish you could look like that, but to be honest, it hasn't done any benefiting for me, so be happy the way you are.
I'm kind of short... 5'4.
I'm the one on the right in my picture.
(I wish I was as beautiful as the girl on the left<3)
But I like a guy that's taller than me, and can wrap his arms around me...<3


Wow..... That's the most I've ever written in one of these.
Y'all should feel special, lol.
If you want to know more, I'd love to get to know any of you. :)

Quotes by ThisBeEmilyRae

When you're a part of something that involves a team like a sport or play/musical and it ends it's like what do i do now because you made so many friends and met so many great people and you just kind of want to cry
I'm the type of girl that smiles all the time even if that smile is fake.
The fact that one little thing can ruin so much really sucks.
I never lost faith in you.
Nice work you did.
You're gonna go far, kid.
Give someone one of your smiles, it may be the only sunshine the see all day.
It can change the world. Maybe not the whole world, but their world.
Life will knock you down more times than you will ever imagine...
Don't knock yourself down.
I shot for the sky,
but I'm stuck on the ground.
Why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly...
So why did I drown?
I'll never know why it's going 
down,


down,


down...</3
Yesterday I went through a traumatic experience.

First block yesterday, my school had a medical lockdown. 
I kinda just thought whatever, but it was much more than whatever.
I looked at my phone, and saw a text from my friend saying,
"What's wrong with your boyfriend? He's crying..."
My boyfriend, Kyle, never cries.
So, you can imagine my fear when I read this right after a medical lockdown.
When first block was over, all these people in the hallway were staring at me as I walked.
Somebody walked up to me and asked me,
"What happened to Kyle? He was put on a strecher and sent to the hospital in an ambulence."

Right then I lost it.

His brother and my principal went with to the hospital, and about an hour later, his brother came back and told me that he had all the symptoms of a stroke, and that he doesn't know what happened yet. 
I couldn't stop crying. 
About a half hour later, I got a call from Kyle's mom saying that he is alright, and that he had a bunch of x-rays that showed that he had a severe acid reflex attack. 
Honestly, I'm so lucky it wasn't worse...
It made me realize that
You need to appreciate what you've got.


& I'd just like to say, 
I thank God that you're here with me<3