Close your eyes, and imagine 5, 10, 15
years from now.
You are with your husband and maybe 2, 3 or so kids and
your a very happy family, and very self-full-filled and
your life is perfect just the way you had always dreamed
and hoped, and then your little 5 year old child
asks you:
"mommy, why do you have all those white scars on your
arm?"
and then what will you say?
I used to take a razor and pull it down real slow and
carefully
and watch the blood drop out of my skin so that I could see
tha
I am still alive, or so I could feel real physical pain instead
of
emotional pain. No you can't say that to your child. and even
if
you do then your child will learn from you and do the same to
themselves when ever they are feeling down.
you don't really want that now do you.