fallenangel*

Status: Living life day by day
Joined: February 26, 2013
Last Seen: 1 week
user id: 351434
Location: Finally found<3
Gender: F
I'm just a girl trying to make her way in the world. I'm pretty weird, but I'm proud of that. I battle with depression every day, and my poems and quotes express my inner most feelings. I don't think highly of myself, but I'm content with who I am. Im me and that's all I can be. Flaws and all.

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damn. i used to come on this website every single day for like three/four years. i was 11 when i first joined here and now im 18. i had forgotten about this website for a looooong time. the other day i had rediscovered by username and guessed a password until i was logged in. i just needed to KNOW. i dont understand. since that day i keep logging into here as if anyones going to post anything even though i know 90% of you have abandoned this website. its just so weird to have this access to a deep, forgotten part of my past and i almost dont know how to process it. although, im also known to overthink everything. i dont know man its just a weird thing going on in my mind. 
Update number 2:
Its been another 3 years since Ive logged in to Witty. It took me over an hour to guess my username.
I broke into tears reading my sad posts from 5-6 years ago.. posts about suicide, begging for love and most of all, never being good enough.

I am now 21, MARRIED and have a BABY, a seven month old son, as well as with two dogs.
So please, listen to me when I say,

IT GETS BETTER.
Life is all about perspective.
The sinking of the Titanic was a miracle to the lobsters in the ship's kitchen.
When
you
are
looking
at
your
cush
When
your
crush
looks
back
at
you
  i feel broken inside and i dont know what to do
i feel like any minute id lose my mind like i lost you
i can't let go of this pain
i cant let go of this urge to break down this time
being strong is really hard to do

i dont know how much more i can possibly take
how many more smiles 
i could possibly fake
how many more miles  these scarred up legs can make

 

It's not that

I want to fall in love over and over knowing I'm going to end up broken, you can't control it when you feel the things you do.
But I really wish I could,
because I would've chosen you


 
Eminem - Space Bound

i'm hoping someday maybe i'll

just

float away


AND I'LL
FORGET EVERY
CYNICAL THING
YOU

SAY.

I hate how addicted I get to anything that makes me feel anything