ToWriteLoveOnHerArms84

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Joined: October 4, 2010
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About Me;
My name is Keely Shea . I was born on November 10, 1997 ; that makes me 14 . I am athiest, I don't care what you think about me . I have a complete family
, mom, dad, brother, and sister .
My sister, Karissa, is currently pregnant, it's going to be a girl, she will be due on March 19, 2012♥
My life is pretty confusing . I could sit here and tell you everything about me, but I won't .
I'm not a virgin . I lost it over Summer of 2011, it was a total mistake .
I am bisexual , and I am proud of it . I support TWLOHA.com ♥
I am a natural blonde . I have smoked and drank before . I am me, & I'm sorry if you don't like it :) . I'm 5'3" . I have only grown one inch
since summer, haha . I love screamo . I am a fan of music, I could never live without it .
:)
That's it for now ♥ .

Quotes by ToWriteLoveOnHerArms84

Everything is always my fault

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I'm messing everything up with everyone .

Especially HIM .

My boyfriend .

I love him a lot .

But I seem to always ruin his day by doing something .

I completely hate myself .

I can't do anything right .

I just want to die, now .
 

I sat there for 20 minuets my arm was bleeding & my boyfriend didn't even notice that i had cut myself while on cam with him...

& tonight is going to be one of those nights .

the ones when I cry myself to sleep & feel like the only way to escape all this pain is cutting .


the kind of night when I never want to wake up, when I eat so much it hurts .


when i make myself throw up cause I'm fat .


Yep, this is one of those nights.. </3
 

I know I'm not perfect, I was hoping you would accept me for who I am though .

guess i was wrong </3
 

I don't know myself anymore . I lost myself . I let cutting take over my life . I let my depression control me . I let people get to me . I believe everything negative someone says to me . I hate the fact I can't do anything about this anymore . I just want to take my life over again . I want to be able to smile and mean it, laugh and have it be real . I can't even remember a time in my life when I didn't have cuts and scars all over my body . I want to be strong . I hate feeling used and worthless . Maybe I'm not meant to be in this world anymore...</3

I miss us, I miss you, I miss who I was when I was with you . I miss being in your arms and feeling safe, I miss hearing your heart beat whenever I would lay on your chest . I miss your soft, warm lips . I miss talking to you . I miss being able to cry when I was with you . I miss how I could tell you everything . Now I can't tell you anything ...

I miss you .
 

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Glasses make me feel smart
Makeup makes me feel pretty
Clothes make me feel violated

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nmf

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