TopsyTurvy

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Joined: January 16, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
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Likes
Pandas!
Hello Kitty!
Candy!
Black!
Green!
K-pop!
NeverShoutNever!
Breathe Carolina!
The air i breathe!
Chiodos!
I see stars!
Gifts!
Trust worthy Friends (NOT many)
Piano!
 

Dislikes
Fake people!
Mean people >.<
Homework!
Test!
SCHOOL!
Status:
 
im tired of playing pretend.
 
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ohaitsjess.tumblr.com
About me!




My name is Jess. And music has been my savior for this past year. I'm a little too passive at times and i get scared of meeting new people. Sure, life is tough right now. I believe that if i just wait long enough things might just get better. I just can't wait until this school year ends. This has been by far the worst year for me. I feel all alone. But hey,  everyone has a part in there life thats like that, right? Well thats enough of my complaining. And thats about all you need to know about me.

cookies and monsters!
~Jess


























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Quotes by TopsyTurvy





I'm not suicidal

But for some reason whenever I'm in a car I wish that a car would swerve into my lane and hit me head on.

So then it wouldn't be my fault.
 
 

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On  the  outside  I'm  smiling ,  Inside  I'm  dying.  


 

 
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When you cry like you breath,
When sorrow becomes your home
& happiness is something unfamiliar.

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 Th a t  s a d n e s s   t h a t  b e c a m e   m y   h o m e .

Ev e n  t h o u g h  I  t r y  t o  l e a v e,  I  f a l l  a t  t h e  d o o r s t e p .

 

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The gun was pointed at her chest,
In one loud Bang she received rest.

nmf
 
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 Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself  ?

 

 
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-Are you okay?

No, I'm not okay. It hurts to even smile, so I can't fake it today. I feel horrible. I feel all alone. I feel like I'm sinking and no one is around to save me. I can't concentrate on anything. I constantly thing about killing myself every second of everyday day and it hurts. My arm still burns from the cuts I made last night. Everything seems like a blur. I'm trying to hold in all my tears, but I feel like I'm going to burst anytime. I just want to scream.
 
-Yeah I'm Just Tired.
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I Just Want To Be Happy.

Is that too much to ask for?



 

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Introvert

i'm not mad,
        or depressed
                     or antsocial.
                                          I just need to not talk
                                                    to anyone for a while.
                                                          And that's okay.

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 I feel like sh*t, and all i can do is...feel it.

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