Tuesday

 I love you. I always have, and I always will. You're the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me. You opened my eyes to the world, the good and the bad. You showed me the best times, and you saved me at my worst. You've always been there for me through thick and thin every step of the way. When I'm crying and lost, I know I can look at you, and I'm safe. You're my shoulder to cry on. You know me better than anyone, and sometimes even better than I know myself. Yeah, we fight. We fight all the time. But through it all, I still love you, and nothing will ever change that. When I met you, my whole life changed. Things got brighter, more exciting. I don't know, I just had something to look forward to. You're just so... perfect. There's no other way I know to describe it. When we're together, there's absolutely no place I would rather be. I could lay in your arms forever, never leave. With you, I can be myself, you make my days better. Just seeing you, hearing you. Every moment with you is amazing. I love you so much, forever. That I can guarantee will never change. Never forget that. I will always be here for you, no matter what, always. ♥

 

majoor vent...sorry it's not pretty.

Black Ops ♥
I completely* understand guys' obsession ; Its literally love on a disk.(:

 

Today;
I wrote my english paper on *him,
I really hope my teacher doesn't realize who he is...
OR MAYBE,
She will. And it will be like one of those things that
happen in the movies, and she'll know how perfect
we would be, so she would be like,
"Hey, see that girl over there? Read this."
And then we'll live happily ever after.
♥

The girl or the world;
Someone's          gotta          lose.
I *thought I could have it  A  L  L ,
Do  I  really  gotta  choose  ?
♥

Remember when I tried ?
I never strayed too far from you;
F - o - r - e - v - e - r  by *your side;
 No matter what I was going through.
♥
 

I said I'd never let you go;
&' I never did.
I said I'd never let you fall;
&' I always meant it.

♥

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That  Awkward  Moment  When;

The Kool-Aid Man busts through your wall...
While your drinking a capri sun.

♥
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What I'm Gonna Do Now Is;
Freak  - - - - -  The - - - - -  Freak - - - - -  Out
♥
 

I Will Never Be Good Enough.
I'm so sick of my insecurities.
I can't even be happy anymore, not even fake happy.
Have you ever felt like noone cared, like you were never good enough, like you weren't pretty enough, like all your friends were fake ?
People always tell me how stupid I am and how much they don't care.
They say they're just kidding, but I've lost so many people that I can't help but to take it seriously,
I'm a complete wreck and I can't stand it.
Everyone is always telling me how I'm "not good enough" and how I have to be "better".
I don't know how to be "better". I try my best, I just can't do it.
It's so hard dealing with not only everyone else's criticisms, but my own.
Even my family tells me how terrible I am.
I just wish for once I had someone who really cared about me, someone who could make all the pain go away. Someone who would tell me how amazing I am, and mean it.
All I want, all I need, is someone who cares.

> major vent; i love you if you read this.<
 

I'll be Okay,
Is that what you want me to say?
I t  ' s  b r o k e n ,
&' You were just about to tell me
How you meant that you were sorry,
&' The lines we've said that
Never meant the world to you