Hello!
My name is Kristen
I like the colors red, blue, black, and white
I like to draw, read or write
When you follow, I follow back
Write to me whenever you want,
I'll try to answer whenever I can.
I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills
inside
Whatever happens, I'll leave it all to chance
Another heartache, another failed romance
On and on, does anybody know what we are living for?
I guess I'm learning, I must be warmer now
I'll soon be turning, round the corner now
Outside the dawn is breaking
But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free
The beauty that I see in sticks and stones and bones
My supernatural fortitude resignating when I'm alone
Avert your eyes from me
A ghostly memory
The lights are on, but no one's home
My sticks and stones and bones
Gloomy is Sunday, with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles and prayers that are said I know
Let them not weep, let them know that I'm glad to go
I'll keep running up that hill, I will
Keep running to my dream
The life that I'm competing for, they'll never hear my
screams
So light and high that I can fly
Above the rest I'll soar
Just waiting to be weightless, that's all I'm craving for
I can bare all the cold
No, you'll never hear me whine
I can do as I'm told
A domestic canine
But soon I'll be a wolf
And I'm burning with hellfire
Locking jaws for the very last time
Brittle bitter sweet
My mouth it does not eat
My exoskeleton
A darkening undone
My silky silhouette
My kilojoules of debt
With Ana's gentle sigh
I consent myself to die
If you can't lose the weight
Then you're just fat
But if you lose too much
Then you're on crack
You're damned if you do
And you're damned if you don't
So you might as well just do
Whatever you want