TwilightEmo

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Joined: December 26, 2010
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IT'S ALL ABOUT ME:

My name is Susie, I'm English. I'm 16 years young. I love my bestfriends almost too much. I have two pet turtles; Crush&Squirt, named after the turtles on "Finding Nemo", whom I love dearly. I also have WAY too many pet fish;)

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MY RANDOM FACTS:

I am bisexual. I've come out to my friends who matter the most, and have even lost a few because of it. My family doesn’t know yet. I have a pretty complicated and difficult homelife; so just waking up every morning is an achievement for me at the moment. I have an addiction to cutting, and have tried to stop many times for my friends but sadly I always failed at this
MORE CHEERFUL STUFF:

I'm addicted to Skittles! I love Art, but I hate my teacher... The only reason I look forward to school is to see my friends, and Him. Tigers are awesome. So are the colours blue&black. I say the word "ermm" way too often. Apparently, I overuse emoticons, but try to hold back on Witty. I am quite easily amused by the simplest things. I don't know how I would ever cope without my friends!
 
 

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MUSIC IS MY LIFE:
**Adele **Alana Lee **All Time Low **Aly&AJ **Ariana Grande **Ashlee Simpson **Asking Alexandria **Avril Lavigne **Band Of Horses **Basshunter **Beck And Bat For Lashes **Blue October **Bon Iver & St. Vincent **Bowling For Soup **Breaking Benjamin **Bring Me The Horizon **Bruno Mars **Bullet For My Valentine **Cascada **Christina Aguilera **Daisy Dares You **Daniel Beddingfield **Death Cab For Cutie **Declan Galbraith **Demi Lovato **Diana Vickers **Dido **Ellie Goulding **Emilie Autumn **Escape The Fate **Evanescence **Fall Out Boy **Florence&The Machine **Go: Audio **Good Charlotte **Green Day **Hey Monday **Hilary Duff **HURTS **Jesse McCartney **Jessie J **Katie Melua **Katy Perry **Ke$ha **Kelly Clarkson **Kings Of Leon **La Roux **Lady Gaga **Lifehouse **Little Boots **Marina&The Diamonds **Maroon 5 **Martina McBride **McFly **Meg&Dia **Metro Station **Michael Buble **Miley Cyrus **Miranda Cosgrove **Muse **My Chemical Romace **Natasha Beddingfield **Nelly Furtado **Nevershoutnever! **Nickelback **Nenie Days **Owl City **Panic! At The Disco **Paramore **P!nk **Pixie Lott **Play **Rihanna **Sara Bareilles **Scouting For Girls **Secondhand Serenade **Selena Gomez **Sia **Silverstein **Simple Plan **Stiff Dylans **Taylor Swift **The All American Rejects **The Black Keys **The Bravery **The Cranberries **The Dead Weather **The Hoosiers **The Pretty Reckless **The Ting Tings **The Veronicas **The Wanted **Vanessa Carlton **Vengaboys **VersaEmerge **You Me At Six **&more!**
 



melissacyrus; my bestfriend!♥
~check out her quotes?

 

Quotes by TwilightEmo


and I don't know how I would ever survive


without my bestfriend by my side

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he broke my heart...
and we weren't even together!
 


/// we weren't even together \\\
and yet he managed to
break my heart


 




I have just lost my best guy friend...


I've had a major cru
sh on my best guy friend since the beginning of December 2010. I knew that we were just friends though, and so I never
thought he would find out. Then after talking to his mum, I found out that he likes me too, so it gave me some hope.


On Thursday 28th April, I, along with my crush and 2 other friends were at
a party. I asked one of my other friends to talk to my crush about kissing
me. She did this favor for me, and my crush moved in to kiss me. The
timing wasn't great, and I've ended up turning my head so he kissed
my cheek instead. He then turned away from me, obviously thinking
that I had rejected him. I felt horrible and so tried again. I moved in to kiss
him, but I've ended up falling into him and almost knocking us both
over instead...


The journey back was quiet, and I started to panic. It was when he 
rejected my hug goodbye that I almost broke down right then.

Had I ruined everything? Had I lost our friendship along with any hopes
of a relationship? Had I just lost my one bit of happiness?


I then tried talking to him through Facebook once I got home. He told
me that he'd only moved in to kiss my cheek. This broke my heart. I
then kinda lashed out at him, telling him that I felt I'd put myself out there
and that he just didn't care. He didn't reply.


It was the Royal Wedding the next day. There was a street party near
my friends, so I stayed at hers that night and we both attended. I ended
up drinking WAY too much, and was hugging the toilet for half the
night. The next morning my friend told me that in between my crying
and throwing up, all I was able to do was repeat his name, and "I need
him".


I text him the next morning, simply saying "I'm sorry." There's been no
reply to that either..

Right now, I'm a mess. We're back at school on Tuesday, and I'm not sure how I'll ever face him again...


~this was just a vent; much love to anyone who read it all!



 



Love hurts

Boys lie

Friends cry

People die

Parents yell

You always try

You're never good enough, and you don't know why


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so last night I found out

that my crush likes me; like likes me!
the best part?
I found out from his mum!
and it turns out he tells her all about me; even the smallest things that even I hardly notice about myself..
and I didn't think it was possible to love him more?


~bestnightofmylife



 



Pandas have two eyes; terrorists have two eyes.

Coincidence?

I think not.



~saw it on my friend's Facebook status, it made me laugh

Most kids wake up to a loving parent, or an alarm clock. I wake up to a bloody nose and sprained wrist.
Most kids eat a healthy breakfast. I eat whatever I can if there is any.
Most kids have a different uniform everyday. I wear the same one.
Most kids have lots of friends. I might have one.
Most kids don't get bullied day-to-day. I'm lucky to not get bullied three times a day.
When most kids get home their parents say hello and fix dinner. I get shoved against a wall and am unconscious for at least an hour.
When most kids go to bed, they are snuggled warm under covers having wonderful dreams. I am laying on the floor begging to not wake up the next morning.

fave if you're against child abus



"Isn't it nice      to think that tomorrow is a new day, with no mistakes in it yet?"


~Lucy Maud Montgomery


 

 


Don't let the bullies get you down;
there's a reason they start with  " bull "
because that's all they're full of.

~not my quote; just liked it

 

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