A
guy out there
is meant to be the love of your life,
your best friend, your soulmate.
He will be the one you can tell your dreams to.
He’ll brush the hair out of your eyes.
He’ll send you flowers when you least expect it.
He’ll stare at you during the movies,
even though he paid $8 to see it.
He’ll call to say goodnight,
or just because he’s missing you.
He’ll look in your eyes and tell you,
“You’re the most
beautiful girl in the world.”
And for the first time in your life,
you’ll believe
it...
He
captivated me
in that moment when he looked
deeply into my soul
with those dark roasted coffee-colored eyes of
him.
My God, had I never seen such mesmerizing eyes in my life.
They held so much authority, but he didn’t know it.
We didn’t say much. We didn’t say much at all
..maybe just a few chuckles here and there but nothing
more.
He looked at me with so much intent
that I couldn’t refuse to look away or blink.
I couldn’t help it.
He was so
beautiful.
I’d like
a cheap
date.
You know?
One of those nights where we could just lay a blanket
on the grass, and lay underneath the stars?
Share a conversation, build a bond,
share stories, and deep secrets.
Maybe a walk and a picnic at the park.
Something old fashioned beats
anything,
rather than just watching a movie and eating dinner.
I’d like to do something
nobody really does anymore.
Let’s have a cheap
date.
Insecurities.
I just said one word,
and millions of flaws come to mind.
I’m insecure about my looks and my body.
I know I’m not alone in that department.
Most girls and guys are too,
especially in our teenage years.
Comparing ourselves to
every good-looking person we see.
Wishing we had what they
have.
Don’t
you ever have that desire
to just crawl into
someone’s arms?
To rest your head onto their shoulder
and just stay there for the longest time.
To have their arms wrapped around you
and your arms around their waist and
just pull their body closer to yours.
To feel the warmth of their body,
the beating of their heart.
To entwine your legs with theirs
and to keep each other’s feet warm.
To have someone so close to you
that their scent becomes one with yours.
To be whispered sweet nothings into your ears.
To have every inch of your skin touching theirs.
To be loved emotionally and physically in the most innocent
way.
To be held together by someone,
preventing you to shatter into pieces.
I think everyone could
use some of
that.