Dear
Diary,
Today
was the best day ive had in a longg time. And this is going to
be my diary entry AND i kinda need
some advice. Well,
at least your opinion. I think my ex likes me again. Today
in health i sat at his table with him, my friend ( who hes
taking to the ball) and this other guy; idk his name. ( Well
call him Josh..) So we were just sitting
there doing our work
and someone said something about me and my
ex but i cant remember but 'josh' was like "
shes not your girlfriend!" and me and my ex both said
" i/she used to be" at the same time. It was really
awkward.. a few minutes passed by and 'josh' was like
how long did you guys date and me and my ex looked at
eachother, laughing/smiling, and said uhh...4 months.. and
after a while ''josh' asked if we ever kissed. ( we
did. alot. lol) and me and my ex looked at eachother again and
we couldnt even answer the question because we were laughing so
hard. it was extremely awkward. But when we were packing up to
leave, somehow me and my makeup got brought into the
conversation and my ex was like " Amanda looks kinda the
same with or without make up on" and he looked at me and
was like " i actually think you look better without it...
just sayin." and he just smiled. My face was on fire from
blushing. But besides that, he was basically flirting with me
ALOT and bringing up stuff we used to do or say when we were
together.. idk if this means he likes me again or what. Thank
you for reading all of this (if you did) . it means alot.
2/22/12
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Dear
Diary,
I hate Valentines Day. With a passion.
The only Valentine i got was from my friend and we got one for
eachother, on purpose. My friend said she saw that my ex looked
sad so she went to go talk to him and he wouldnt say anything
but my friend heard it was cause he was on the phone with a
girl last night and made her cry or something like that. I dont
know why that makes me so mad/sad... Just the thought of him
talking to other girls makes me want to die. And we have gym
together and me and my friend were laughing so hard about
something, that we were on the floor laughing and he helped her
up but left me on the floor. I mean, i know he's my ex and
everything but were still friends... I think he could have
at least helped me up. Idk why im in such a bad mood... Someone
talk to me and fix that please lol
2/14/12