VballLuver21

The worst feeling in the world is being treated equal to someone.. especially if your crush is the one treating you like that with another girl.

            I wish
 i could remember
            what it's like
              to be
             HAPPY

Why is it SO HARD to find a guy that won't hurt me.

                             What makes loving you
            and not being able to get over you worse
                             is that you said the
      EXACT SAME THING
                  TO HER.

This website's about letting out your feelings and saying things that are on your mind, so I'm not going to waste my time dressing up my words. Words are words, and they mean the same thing whether they look pretty or not.

   If I don't think about
        him
then I'm not thinking about
         anything.
He's the only thing that's
              E V E R
        on my mind.

I've never been so comfortable with someone before. I've done things I've never done because I wanted to be with you so bad. I wanted to talk to you everytime I took a breath. The first time we hungout, we both thought we had something. I went to your house and sat down close to you, and you put your hand on my leg. You tackled me with a big hug when your friend walked in, making sure he saw it. we walked hext to each other, and you tickled my side. I turned to face you, to try to push you knowing I'd lose, and you grabbed my hands. You put them around your neck, and picked me up. You carried me to your car, and sat right next to me. You put in a movie when we got to your house, and we cuddled like nothing else mattered. We played footsie.We got as close as possible. You played with my fingers, and tickled me until i couldn't breathe. You got up to walk me out, and gave me a big hug. You said, "Do i get a kiss?" I was so nervous, but i kissed him. I wish it would've lasted though. You opened the door, and said I can't wait to see you again. I loved every second of being with you with my whole heart. You're the only person I could actually see myself being with for a long time, if not forever. I wish you didn't do some of the things you do, but i still love you. It's been a month since that day, and not once have i stopped thinking about you. We havn't talked in weeks, yet I remember everything we've ever said. You mean so much to me, and everyone knows it..... but you.

You're not quite
     Satan
but I really think
 I HATE YOU.