VioletCherries

Status: Smiling and crying at the same time
Joined: September 6, 2013
Last Seen: 8 years
Birthday: November 28
user id: 370993
Location: 8142 miles away from where I want to be
Gender: F
Hello.
My name is Abigail, I'm a 19 year old girl who is trying to figure life out. I am currently going to college to study english and psychology. I have an amazing boyfriend who, as cliche as it souds, I love more than anything. I love poetry, Ron Pope, and Ellen Hopkins. I spent my entire high school career with my nose in a book; in my opinion, nothing is better than a mug of hot chocolate and good book on a rainy day. 

Quotes by VioletCherries




 
Long distance relationship problems...

When your country does day lights savings and theirs doesn't and so everything is thrown off and you're now stuck waiting until the middle of the night to talk to them.
 

 

 

 

 




I'm tired of dealing with fake b.tches who say one thing and do another
cause it's "cool" to come off as lazy.




 


I sleep with my phone

held tightly to my chest, right next to my heart.  Because my phone is my connection to you. It's the closest thing I have to you.
And I don't want to be away from you anymore than I have to be. 

 




       Whenever I always write quotes
          I always have someone in mind.

          I know they'll never read them though, they
          don't care enough to

 

 

 
 
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I always mess things up. I'm sorry I always say the wrong thing. I'm sorry I always ask the wrong questions and ruin things. I'm sorry I'm such a f.ck up. I'm sorry I ruined everything for us. I'm sorry I always make the wrong decisions. I'm sorry I'm insecure. I'm sorry I lied, and kept so many secrets. I'm sorry for hurting you, and causing you so much pain. I'm sorry you met me and I was apart of your life because we both know you would have been better off never knowing me. I'm sorry I over react, and can be emotional. I'm sorry I never do the right thing. I'm sorry I apologize to much and annoy you. I'm sorry I'm needy and can be clingy. I'm sorry I can be hypocritical. I'm sorry I'm so messed up and not normal for you. I'm sorry I forget to take my medication every now and then. I'm sorry I'm not someone you can be proud of. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything I have ever done, every mistake I made. I'm sorry and you'll never see this to know. . . 


 

Crying and hurt
and just want to hear your voice...





 
Can we please never disconnect?
           Let's  just stay like this until we're together...      
  .




 





 
Faking a smile just for him





 





 
And the worst part is
     I know it's all my fault






 





 
And in that moment
     I felt my heart break a little more. . .