So I like this guy...
He goes to
my church. He's extremely tall, adorable, smart, nice, funny,
and almost 4 years older than me. At first he seemed interested
in me, he was nice, he joked with me, and he was only a little
awkward. Now he ignores me. pointedly. It's seriously almost
rude how much he ignores me. And if I try to talk to him, he'
super duper awkward and weird. I've spent so many days
thinking about him, wanting him, wishing for him, when I know he
doesn't care at all about me. So tomorrow is Sunday. I'm
going to church. I'm going to fix my hair. I'm going to
wear a gorgeous dress and heels. I'm going to spend time on
my makeup. I'm going to look awesome. I'm going to hold
my head up, stand tall, and ignore the hell out of him. I'm
going to show him I don't care if he talks to me or not. I
don't care if he likes me or not. I don't care if he
looks at me or not. I don't care about him.
And I'm going to mean
it.
it's long! sorry <3 thanks for reading!