WatermelonSeed

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Joined: June 27, 2010
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 113929
Location: Coloradooooooooo <3
Gender: F
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Hi i'm Deeflavoredspace.com
I'm 19 as of June 8th :o
(woooo freedom!... nope e-e)
I'm a hispanic girl born in Lima, Peru <3
living in Colorado since i was 2.

I am happily single (Finally got rid of the loser holding me back)

I'm a simple kind of girl. I love zombies, llamas, parties, punk/rock, bacon, boston terriers<3 I keep to myself most times. I'm shy. I get awkward around people that is unless i have some alcohol, then i can chat :D Otherwise its really hard to get to know me.
 I'm pretty understanding and open-minded. I'm not too confident but i try to accept myself as i am.
As should everybody themselves.

   

 flavoredspace.comDianasaurus Rex!

 



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Music will always be there for me
 

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June 29, 2013 - I havent been thru much. Or maybe i like to underestimate things. But iv'e been thru enough to learn. I had this guy i dated long distance for about 8 months before he decided to move to my city to be with me. He was unprepared. My family: HATED HIM. My friends: HATED HIM. I almost lost the people closest to me cause of him. But stillwe fought to be together. Me sacrifising my other relationships to give him the attntion he needs and him struggling with homelessness to be with me. He spent about 2 months at my brothers house in the basement, then they asked him to leave but he didnt have anywere else to go.. so he went to stay with his ex for a few days... and i trusted him... when he cme back my uncle let him stay with him till again his welcome was over stayed. It cant be blamed on me tho, I didnt ask him to come to stay. I loved and was happy that he did. But i never forced him to... He was always super insecure, i couldn't wear shorts or a dress without him whining if i didnt wear leggings. I couldnt hang out with my friends alone without him whining about me having fun without him. I coulnt be at a party without him attached at the hip. I was trapped. So i break up with him cause i honestkly couldnt stand the chains anymore. I couldntve done it without my brother. I always knew what i had to do but never could i ever take action on my own. He helped me. He told me what i had to do. 2 Days later he was gone. and i was free. For the next few week we try to keep in touch as friends but it doesnt work. Every other day begging me to take him back. Every day hes getting worse. He tries to blame me. Hes such an ass. And then he confeses he cheated on me when he was with his ex. Of course... it was abvious. Everybody saw it coming. I however trusted him. Never a doubt in him. And that pathetic loser acts like the insecure one. It stung for a little bit i got angry more than anything. Deleted every picture every "i love you" text, blocked him on Facebook. I didnt want to talk to him. Still he tries to tell me its my fault. Hosnestly i wasnt hurt that he betrayed me. I was more pissed after cheating on me he put me thru so much sh/t with his emotions. He acted like i was a bad GF. Eff that dude. Dont act like im doing anything wrong when you go and cheat like that. I could go on and on but im just so sick of him. The only thing now is he'll text me evry now and then. Random things. He still wants to be friends. He's gotten worse... Pills, alcohol, needles, getting arrested... I feel bad for him... But i cant be to blame from how pathetic he his. Its harsh but honestly its just sad cause he did it to himself. I cant save him its not my job  to be his savior. I tried to help him but its hopeless... Sure i hate him slightly but i really hope he gets better one day. I hope he'll learn and find a girl to treat right and give space. Whose life fits fine with his so that she can help him... I wish him well. I just want him to be happy. But that cant be my job... I feel so bad for him. But i have to worry about myself first. Hes so pathetic... but it cant be my fault 
And if yu read all this. leave me a cooment or sumtn. -is curous- 
(c)jaiimeex0xx
 
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WatermelonSeed 9 years ago on quote #7024290
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duuuude yes
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6837029
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dianaeatsbabies :3
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6836949
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Oh uhm i mean Dee
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savvywinter 1 decade ago on quote #6836949
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Hahahah alrighty Pat
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6836949
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T its Mcgee
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savvywinter 1 decade ago on quote #6836949
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wait what?
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6836949
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Oh uhm i mean Dee
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savvywinter 1 decade ago on quote #6836949
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Hahahah alrighty Pat
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6836490
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ill shove my peenis elsewhere then!!
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6835695
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lol. you have a vision! dont be ashamed of it!
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6835668
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im sorry.. probably not... probably not the only one i mean
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6835695
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lol if everybody was like you every quote would have only 69 faves o.o
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illgiveyouablackeye* 1 decade ago on quote #6835695
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Yeah but there are those CERTAIN quotes that would just be awesome to stay at 69. I mean if you like the quote and it has 69 likes just comment fave.
You know, now that I reread this, I realize that my logic is very very VERY stupid so just forget everything you just read. ABRACADABRA!
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6835695
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lol. you have a vision! dont be ashamed of it!
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6835668
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yes
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koky123 1 decade ago on quote #6835668
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wow...thanks
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6835668
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im sorry.. probably not... probably not the only one i mean
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6835320
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Dee
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hockeyprincess11 1 decade ago on quote #6835320
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Chris ♥
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6834668
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what you do is you follow all the and hoes... this one first of course for the lovely advice
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6834565
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thats sick e.e
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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lol. hey ill get there v.v *looks up at the stars hopefully* one day :o
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Steve* 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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*can't speak because i'm already dead*
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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ah nu D: *cries* and ha! take that i ruined your very normal 112. how you like them apples homie?
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Steve* 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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aaawh x[
mwahaha, atleast i have more than 100 followers cx
*dies*
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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lol. hey ill get there v.v *looks up at the stars hopefully* one day :o
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Steve* 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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*can't speak because i'm already dead*
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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oh no! *pretends to upset* how could you!? it was so hilariously dirty!... lol :P *follows back*
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Steve* 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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Lol,ikr...i'm just so mean ;]
Because i hate you cx
jks cx
and yaaayyy, 113 followers ;3
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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ah nu D: *cries* and ha! take that i ruined your very normal 112. how you like them apples homie?
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Steve* 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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aaawh x[
mwahaha, atleast i have more than 100 followers cx
*dies*
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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lol. hey ill get there v.v *looks up at the stars hopefully* one day :o
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Steve* 1 decade ago on quote #6833710
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*can't speak because i'm already dead*
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6833709
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mah song :o *dances interperatively,...i mean what?*
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6833574
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*applauds* couldn't've been put any better
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6832958
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Ahh you got me there... well, Avril Lavigne...
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6811134
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oh calm down. Its an innocent attempt. Its not like shes robbing you of your follows. There's a simple solution.
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6811134
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what does it do D: all it does is make me sad cause it wont to anything *click* *click* *click* *click* D:
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[deleted] 1 decade ago on quote #6811134
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it makes you follow her, because she's rude and selfish.
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WatermelonSeed 1 decade ago on quote #6811134
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oh calm down. Its an innocent attempt. Its not like shes robbing you of your follows. There's a simple solution.
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Lifehappens 1 decade ago on quote #6811134
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It does something for me
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