I just don't know what to do anymore.
Me and my best friend have become so
distant.
She's blaming it all on me and how I make her feel awkward.
My friend has been self harming
Because my crush has made her feel s//t about herself.
My friends are all kind of homophobic
Especially towards lesbians.
None of them know what my sexuality is.
I'm not even sure what my sexuality is.
My other crush is in another country
And he hasn't properly talked to me in 4 weeks
And when he commented on my profile he called me sis.
Nobody will out me first.
There's always someone more important.
Is having someone there for me too much to ask?!