WhenWordsFail
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Location: Canterury - England
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Location: Canterury - England
Gender: F
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Laura-1996-England. I lost my best mate-Aidan- 15-09-2010 and i've lost some really amazing people in my life, but they're what keeps me going when i feel like giving up. They're the stars that shine the brightest in the sky at night. coffee, cigarettes, alcohol, good friends and tattoos are pretty much all i need in life to get by.
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Quotes by WhenWordsFail
I need
to leave.
I need
to go
now. I
want
someone
to go
with
me but
i need
to leave.
I cannot
bear this
fake show
of emotions
anymore.
i need
to live
the life
i deserve.
i am fed
up of
trying
to be
what everyone
expects
from
me. i'm
going
to go.
i'm going
to start
fresh.
i'll make
a life
for myself
yet.
One day i hope to travel all
around the world. I mean really travel all around the world; not
just have visited places around the world. One day i'll pack a
bag and buy a ticket to a random place on the map and until
i've visited every continent, every country, every state, until
i've stepped foot in every city, i won't return home. Maybe
after this adventure i'll find a place i can really call
home.
people really underestimate my ability to cut them out of my life
when they fxck me over
please don't get close to me, please don't make me like you,
please. because i'll only push you away so it's just best if you
leave now.
i hate cancer. it's so unfair. it doesn't just take away the
people we love, it makes them suffer for ages first. they suffer
and suffer and suffer. sometimes we're even given hope that
they'te getting better. and then one day we go back to the
hospital to visit them, just like every other fxcking day. but
no, todays different, 'cause today the bed's fxcking empty. the
hope was all in vain because they're gone. cancer took them and
you'll never get to see them again. you'll never get to say
goodbye.
& how am i meant to get over you when everybody and everything
somehow reminds me of you?
You're going to be okay, and so am i. Maybe not right now,
maybe not tomorrow, maybe not this week, maybe not even by the end
of this month, but you will be okay, at the end of all of this.
You're strong and in the end we all have a purpose. It's
all going to work out. I promise. we can get through this. and
those sad songs may be played, they may be replayed, those quotes
may be read, tears may fall and words may be said but in the end
those tears will dry and your smile will shine. so please, keep
holding on.
and i promised myself i wouldn't fall for you.
What's the matter with you? He asked.
What's the matter with her? He asked my mum.
The urge to scream YOU and everything you fxcking do was over powering
What's the matter with her? He asked my mum.
The urge to scream YOU and everything you fxcking do was over powering
Just another love story.
And there he was, standing right infront if me. "It's been a while, how've you been?" He asked. Oh great, small talk. It's not like we've got history or anything, not like we dated, not like he was the reason i never had credit just a few months ago. "I've been good, how've you been?" I replied, expecting some lame as response like "oh yeah i've been good too" end of conversation, walk off and replay that ridiculously stupid scene in my head over and over again wishing it had gone differently. But instead of that, he hit me, right in the gut, with "i've missed you, sure i could say i've been good, but i'll never be good without you here, with me, us two, together, not like it used to be but so much better. I love you." I stared at him. Speechless. What could i do? What could i say? The one guy who's been running through my head for months, the one person i've thought about everyday, the one person i allowed into my life, the one i gave my heart, the one who broke my heart, just announced everything that i've wished to hear for so long. And so i turned around, whispering "i never stopped loving you" and walked away, holding back the tears in my eyes, trying to avoid that gut renching feeling in my chest. "Laura?" He called after me. "It's too late" i lied. Nights on end, every star i saw shining bright in the sky, i wished one thing, that he'd feel the same way about me as i felt about him, that'd he'd tell me he loved me, that he'd fight for me. But now, now that it was actually happening, this overwhelming sensation of fear took over me, the walls that he once knocked down built themselves back up even higher than the first time. I was scared, not just scared, terrified that he'd hurt me again, but my biggest fear was that i'd let him. And so i walked away. I started walking, i had no idea where i was going, i didn't want to know, i wanted to run, run away from here, from these feelings, from all of this. An hour later a hand tapped my shoulder. "Sometimes it's good to cry, healthy even, it can help us clear our minds. But to think that you're not happy, that kills me. I know i hurt you, if i could change that i would. But i'm here now, i've grown up, i know i did you wrong and i'm so sorry. All i want to do is take your pain away, put that beautiful smile back on your face, stare into your eyes and see that sparkle in them, i want to hear your laugh and know you're happy, of course i want to be the reason for all that, but if i'm not, aslong as you're happy i'll try to be too. I love you and it would mean everything to me if you'd give me a second chance." And before that first tear fell from my eye he wiped it away, held my face in the palm of his hand and bent down, a soft kiss on the forehead. And at that same point my heart screamed "give him another chance" tilting my head back his soft lips touched mine. There we were, standing in the middle of the street, arms wrapped around each other in the most magical kiss. And just like that i realised a new chapter in my life was about to begin.
And there he was, standing right infront if me. "It's been a while, how've you been?" He asked. Oh great, small talk. It's not like we've got history or anything, not like we dated, not like he was the reason i never had credit just a few months ago. "I've been good, how've you been?" I replied, expecting some lame as response like "oh yeah i've been good too" end of conversation, walk off and replay that ridiculously stupid scene in my head over and over again wishing it had gone differently. But instead of that, he hit me, right in the gut, with "i've missed you, sure i could say i've been good, but i'll never be good without you here, with me, us two, together, not like it used to be but so much better. I love you." I stared at him. Speechless. What could i do? What could i say? The one guy who's been running through my head for months, the one person i've thought about everyday, the one person i allowed into my life, the one i gave my heart, the one who broke my heart, just announced everything that i've wished to hear for so long. And so i turned around, whispering "i never stopped loving you" and walked away, holding back the tears in my eyes, trying to avoid that gut renching feeling in my chest. "Laura?" He called after me. "It's too late" i lied. Nights on end, every star i saw shining bright in the sky, i wished one thing, that he'd feel the same way about me as i felt about him, that'd he'd tell me he loved me, that he'd fight for me. But now, now that it was actually happening, this overwhelming sensation of fear took over me, the walls that he once knocked down built themselves back up even higher than the first time. I was scared, not just scared, terrified that he'd hurt me again, but my biggest fear was that i'd let him. And so i walked away. I started walking, i had no idea where i was going, i didn't want to know, i wanted to run, run away from here, from these feelings, from all of this. An hour later a hand tapped my shoulder. "Sometimes it's good to cry, healthy even, it can help us clear our minds. But to think that you're not happy, that kills me. I know i hurt you, if i could change that i would. But i'm here now, i've grown up, i know i did you wrong and i'm so sorry. All i want to do is take your pain away, put that beautiful smile back on your face, stare into your eyes and see that sparkle in them, i want to hear your laugh and know you're happy, of course i want to be the reason for all that, but if i'm not, aslong as you're happy i'll try to be too. I love you and it would mean everything to me if you'd give me a second chance." And before that first tear fell from my eye he wiped it away, held my face in the palm of his hand and bent down, a soft kiss on the forehead. And at that same point my heart screamed "give him another chance" tilting my head back his soft lips touched mine. There we were, standing in the middle of the street, arms wrapped around each other in the most magical kiss. And just like that i realised a new chapter in my life was about to begin.