WhisperInTheDark

you get after you realized something? You realized that everything, for this whole time, was just an illusion, just a lie. And you just sit there, mentally falling out of this world.

It’s like having broken ribs; Nobody can see it, but it hurts every time you breathe. Mentally.


 

Actions > Words.

I know you're sad that you're no longer with him, I know everything feels strange without him, and I know you've held on to him for too long to simply just let go, but give yourself some time and you'll slowly begin to realize that things are better off for you this way. The pain isn't going to go away right away, but you'll be alright. Despite how long you two might have been together, despite all the history you guys have with each other, and despite how strong your love for each other was, sometimes, it just doesn't work out anymore and the time finally comes where the best thing to do is go your separate ways. Maybe you guys will try it again later on, or mayhe you guys will just be friends again somewhere down the road, but for now, let time do it's job and let it slowly help you move on. I know you miss him, I know you love him, I know you want to work things out, but accept the fact that it you should start letting go.

So today,
I saw two quotes; one being how Satan is good, & another how he's bad.
But, I don't have a religion, because I just don't care.

Why can't the old Witty come back, where there was good stories to read & actual quotes, where no one judged you about your personal life.
NOT RELIGIOUS OPINIONS.
Everyone has different beliefs , so why start conflict.

JESUS CHRIST!

It was a cold, dark night. The storm had gotten stronger. I wrapped my fuzzy, warm blanket around me as I snuggled down into bed. The flashing of lightening blinked through my eyes, as the thunder roared and rattled the house. My body felt the vibrations all throughout. The rain drops were pelting the window. They sounded like golf balls, bombarding my window in such a soothing and hypnotizing beat. The fork lightning struck down to the ground, which lit up the sky like fireworks at a carnival. Then boomed the thunder, shocking my heart in which I cringed involuntarily. A cold gust of wind hovered over me as my door slammed shut. I immediately sat up, grasping my pillow against my chest, like it was all I had. Cold liquid shivers ran down my spine. It was nights like these where all I could do was lay there and think; think about how much regret and guilt I carried around with me. It had been years since the incident with my best friend. Why couldn’t I let it go?
January 2010
‘Jessica, what are you doing?’ I asked as she stood there hands entwined with Ace. Ace was eighteen and was about 5’10, with short, spikey brown hair, and dark, mysterious green eyes. His lips were perfectly shaped, and he had a perfectly white smile. I could see why she liked him. But looks aren’t everything. His personality was outrageous. He was known as a shady character, and everyone was afraid of him. Rumor has it that he beat people. Not just people he disliked, but his girlfriends too.
‘Oh hey Mikayla.’ Her voice faint, as if she didn’t want me to find out about her relationship. ‘How are you?’
‘I’m fine thanks, can I talk to you..’ I paused, ‘Alone?’
She looked at Ace then looked back at me and nodded her head. ‘Don’t take forever.’ Ace scoffed, pulling out a cigaret to light.
He had been drinking. His breath smelt like rubbing alcohol. As she got closer, I realized her crystal blue eyes were bloodshot and puffy.
‘Jessica, you know he’s a ruthless guy, why are you dating him?’ I ask, almost shouting.
‘Have you ever taken into consideration my true feelings?’ She asked.
What she said shocked me. I felt as though I was about to cry, but I tried not to. ‘Of course I have. If I didn’t I would say be with him, let him beat you. But I have.’
‘Mikayla, you’re such a snob. Stay out of my relationships you b.tch’ She raised her arm and slapped me right across the face. She had never hit me before, ever. Then, she hit me again, this time it was harder. She suddenly converted into a ferocious wild beast, beating me to a pulp. Then, Ace walked over, his cigarette in his hand. ‘Jessica get up!’ he yelled, pulling her arm with a mighty force.
‘I hope you die, Mikayla. You’re worthless to me.’
Those words stung, like an angry wasp attacking an innocent human. The world went blurry as my eyes filled with tears. How could she be so oblivious? I yelled back, ‘I hope you do too. I don’t need you and I wouldn’t care.’
What did I just say? Why did I say that? Sometimes we say things we know we shouldn’t, but we say them anyways. I regretted it in an instant, but I couldn’t take those cruel words back. How could such stupid words seem so smart at some point in life?
‘Jess, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean that!’ I yelled, but she already had vanished around the corner as a fog overcame

March 2010
It has been just a little over 2 months since we've spoken. Ace dumped her last week and I found out he took advantage of her. A few weeks ago she was walking in the hallway and I saw her. She had a swollen, black eye with a bruise the size of Jupiter on her arm. I overheard her say she 'fell down the stairs,' but I knew she got the bruises from him; I could tell. Not one word has been said between us since our little fight, and that scared me. I was afraid I really had lost my best friend.
After school, I decide to send her a message, asking if we could talk. 'Hey Jess, I'm really sorry but can we maybe meet up and talk about this?' I sent it, my heart pounding with fury, afraid of the reply.
'Fine. I'll meet you in the back ally in ten minutes.' She replied.
I was going to make things right. Even though she may never forgive me, I cannot live with the guilty burden I feel after saying what I said.
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We arrived in the mucky, dust alley; fences running along each side. Jessica started walking towards me, the dust kicking up from her shoes.
'Just forget it Mik, I do not care anymore. We will never be friends again okay. I'll always remember what you said, always.' She seemed more angry than sad.
I opened my mouth to say something, but she cut me off. 'I hate you.' A tear streamed down her face, as she looked deep into my eyes.
She turned to walk away, but before I could say anything, I heard slamming of brakes and screeching tires. I heard a scream come from Jessica's mouth. The car’s bumper hit her lower left leg. She catapulted into the air, cartwheeling before slamming into the roof and windshield of the car that hit her, then bouncing onto the concrete.
I rushed over to her as the driver sped off.
Bright light filled my senses and I couldn't hear anything but a loud beep. There was a thud, and I felt something deep down inside me snap, but I felt no pain. Just numbness. The feeling spread across my whole body as the light slowly faded to blackness.

Guy; 'I wonder why I get a b*ner everytime I look in the mirror?'
Me; Because your d!ck thinks you're a p*ssy too. (;

Magic is believing in yourself;
If you can do that, you can make anything happen.

Two things are infinite:
the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe

Today we had a lockdown.
Why?
Because some kid found a toy gun in our school.
Several students had guns pointed at them.
I was one of them.