Immortality*

Status: Rule to live by; everyone's an a.sshole, until proven otherwise.
Joined: April 10, 2012
Last Seen: 6 years
Birthday: January 25
user id: 290990
Location: somewhere in neverland
Gender: F

Rachael. 16


Quotes by Immortality*

Anyone else have Vent?
"Love is a temporary madness; it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of eternal passion. That is just being in love, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Those that truly love have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms have fallen from their branches, they find that they are one tree and not two."
and if you can’t see anything beautiful about yourself
get a better mirror
look a little closer
stare a little longer
because there’s something inside you
that made you keep trying
despite everyone who told you to quit
you built a cast around your broken heart
and signed it yourself
you signed it
“they were wrong”
because maybe you didn’t belong to a group or a click
maybe they decided to pick you last for basketball or everything
maybe you used to bring bruises and broken teeth
to show and tell but never told
because how can you hold your ground
if everyone around you wants to bury you beneath it
you have to believe that they were wrong
they have to be wrong

why else would we still be here?
we grew up learning to cheer on the underdog
because we see ourselves in them
we stem from a root planted in the belief
that we are not what we were called we are not abandoned cars stalled out and sitting empty on a highway
and if in some way we are
don’t worry
we only got out to walk and get gas
we are graduating members from the class of
f/ck off we made it
not the faded echoes of voices crying out
names will never hurt me
of course
they did
but our lives will only ever always
continue to be
a balancing act
that has less to do with pain
and more to do with beauty.


 

 




 
 
Tell me pretty lies

look me in the face

tell me that you love me

even if it's fake
 


 

i'm so tired of watching everyone around me grow up and be confident about their bodies,and become the person they want to be and be in relationships. real fücking relationships. because i can't. i'm trapped in this shell made up of anxiety and insecurities. and it prevents me from being me. i'm incapable of being in a relationship. until i learn to love myself or at least accept myself, i won't let anyone love me. i don't know how to let someone care for me. i can't accept anyones love for me until i accept myself. and i don't know how. i don't fücking know how. and i hate it. i want to be normal. i don't feel normal. i want to like myself. i want to like my personality. but i can't. i just fücking can't. and its so frustrating,knowing the answer to the problem, but not being able to to fix it. and part of me wants the world to see this so they know. so the know how i feel. even though they'll never understand. but the other part of me wants this to be a secret for ever. because if people found out about this i would be embarrassed i'm tired. i'm just so tired of not being able to grow up, and be confident about my body, and become the person i want to be and be capable of being in a relationship. all i want is to know that i'm okay. i want to know that i can do it, i want to know that i will get over this. but i don't. i don't know anything. and to afraid to ask for help.
 
 
i'm so tired of watching everyone around me grow up and be confident about their bodies,and become the person they want to be and be in relatonships. real fücking relationships. because i can't. im trapped in this shell made up of anxiety and insecurities. and it prevents me from being me. i'm incapeable of being in a relationship. until i learn to love myself or at least accept myself, i won't let anyone love me. i don't know how to let someone care for me. i can't accept anyones love for me until i accept myself. and i don't know how. i don't fücking know how. and i hate it. i want to be normal. i don't feel normal. i want to like myself. i want to like my personality. but i can't. i just fücking can't. and its so frustrating,knowing the answer to the problem, but not being able to to fix it. and part of me wants the world to see this so they know. so the know how i feel. even though they'll never understand. but the other part of me wants this to be a secret for ever. because if people found out about this i would be embarrassed
i'm tired. im just so tired of not being able to grow up, and be confident about my body, and become the person i want to be and be capeable of beion in a relationship. all i want is to know that im okay. i want to know that i can do it, i want to know that i will get over this. but i don't. i don't know anything. and to afraid to ask for help.

 


 

 







Like the waves you lapped my shores,
on sandy sheets and wooden floors.
slow sunrise and seagull cries,
we kept behind of walls and doors.



 

 
 





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Gingers are so hot. omf
Fear doesn't shut you down, it wakes you up.