Immortality*

but, darling, you're so
and I'm so
oh

I'm actually really afraid that no one will fall in love with me

Sunday: Anniversary of sandy hook school shooting
Yesterday: Evacuated from the school because of an "unspecified threat"
Today: No school
Tomorrow: No school

Im not complaining about no school, but honestly this scares me so much. You never think it will ever happen to you. You see it on the news and your heart aches for those who lost someone. But something like this just makes it feel so much more real. 

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How does it  f e e l  to leave me this way,

When all that you have's been lost in a day?

Everyone knows, but not what to  s a y .

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fücking hate bugs. 

your grades dont reflect how smart you are

And I thought that everyone would know by now
I've been alive long enough to know how things just get around
And everybody probably thinks I'm crazy
Well I'll just tell you now

That I fell in love and I couldn't help myself

I'm not a b/tch, it just p/sses you off that I don't put up with your bullsh/t.

My name's Rachael and I thorougly enjoy spending time with my dog and family, sleeping, and being anti-social. I just wish school gave me the opportunity to do at least one of these.