Whysitgottabeme

Status: Stay my One And Only ❤️
Joined: December 7, 2017
Last Seen: 5 days
Birthday: March 7
user id: 400931
Location: In a bipolar state.
Gender: F
~I'm existant in this life, but am i living it? 
~Been heartbroken before by relationships, family, friends, and myself.
~I am my own enemy. (December 7, 2017)
~Everything on my page is original unless said otherwise 💕
~~This page is starting to become a diary...

 
Hey, this is just a bit about me:
1. Gender: Female.
2. Age: 16
3. Fave Color: Green, any light shade or a neon.
4. First impressions don't really matter to me, but Second impressions do, the most.

5. My trust issues are through the roof, If we're being honest here.
 

If you need to reach out: Whysitgottabeme.sarahah.com ; please specify your name and i'll reach out back.

Out with the old, In with the new 

Pfp not mine

I've had an account before this one..back in 2012 (December 21, 2012) and the whole reason i posted was so i could edit my stardoll presentation 😂 but ya know, check who I am following to see my old account.. LuffinAnimeslikechuluffme CRINGE WARNING it's soooo bad eeeeek



Quotes by Whysitgottabeme

~Flashbacks of the one that kinda hurt me most but still loved are coming back, why?~
Me 12:09 AM
 but i feel myself falling for him more and more every text i get, besides the ones that p*ss me off
 
 
 
Fluffy marshmallow 12:09 AM
Ummm ok I can't relate
 
 
Me 12:10 AM
 oof
 
 
Fluffy marshmallow 12:12 AM
But like how can u fall for him more tho
 
 
Me 12:13 AM
 oh its very possible
 
 
Me 12:14 AM
 you learn more things and youre just like "i f*cking love you what the f*ck" its hard to explain...i cant really express how i feel for him in words
 
 
Fluffy marshmallow 12:14 AM
How tho
 
 
Me 12:17 AM
 like i said, i cant describe it lmao
6/12/18
 Me 3:35 AM
do you ever think why your heart hasnt given up on you yet?
 
 Me 3:36 AM
it's not to torture you
 
Me 3:36 AM
its saying its not too late
 
Fluffy marshmallow 3:37 AM 
Damn (my name) where this come from

Me 3:37 AM
cuz no one really wants to die, they just want the suffering to end. If you're not dead now, there's a reason why you're alive.
 
Fluffy marshmallow 3:39 AM 
I'm not afraid of death lol and same goes for u no death I could give u list of reasons taller than the Empire State building why you're alive
 

Me 3:39 AM
oh my

Fluffy marshmallow 3:39 AM
Is there an issue

6.10.18

Me 12:23 AM

its just hard to believe it's only been a flippin month

Canadian Babe❤ 12:24 AM
how long does it feel like

Me 12:25 AM
more than 1 month..maybe just a few more?
Me 12:25 AM
but i know we only started talking again back in april so
 
 
Canadian Babe❤ 12:25 AM
yea

Me 12:26 AM
ah thats so weird
 
 
Canadian Babe❤ 12:26 AM 
how

Me 12:33 AM
i had a crush on you a year ago. We barely talked, but i still knew i liked you. One sudden day, we're both on and talking again and you tell me you like me, i couldn't believe it. I take it as a joke, so i wont get hurt. You weren't kdding and i felt bad..i was scared too..i tell gayatri everything from the year before and to now, because i didnt know who else to tell.. My virtual childhood crush is my real life boyfriend today. Still never met him irl, but its pretty weird and amazing at the same time
 
 
Canadian Babe❤ 12:34 AM 
u know if u woulda told me a year ago couldve been sooner

Me 12:37 AM
yeahhhhhhhh but yknow telling you i liked you online, was like the same thing as me telling someone i liked them in person. i was scared
Canadian Babe❤ 12:00 AM
 
 
Dear(my name), This past month has been the best month of my life and i wouldn’t wanna spend this 1 month with anyone else💜You literally make everyday better when i’m talking to you because you make me the happiest person. It kills me that i cant be with you in person everyday because all i want to do is to be able to kiss you and be with you everyday😘 There is no one in the world id rather be with over you because you are the most amazing, beautiful, caring, funny, cutest girl in the world. Being able to call you mine is the best thing in the world because you make everything better. You are the one person I go to talk to if i’m ever feeling down because I know you would give your honest opinion about everything. I cant not talk to you for like more than an hour because id probs go insane. Basically I’m saying is that I need you in my life because life without you wouldn’t be the same. We’ve been through ups and downs in our relationship and it’s normal to fight because we’re not always gonna get along although i wish we did. So che posso essere molto testardo e vago quando parliamo di come mi sento, ma alla fine ti dirò tutto proprio come se fossi in grado di parlarti delle mie cicatrici. Mi ci vuole solo del tempo per aprirmi su quella roba.(I know i can be very stubborn and vague when it come to talking about how i feel but eventually i will tell you everything just like was able to tell you about my s. It just takes time for me to open up about that stuff) One day i really hope we will be to meet so that you can see me play hockey so i can smile at you every time i score a goal and so you can wear my jersey. Anyways im ranting now just so i can make it longer so im gonna stop now😂 Je t’aime tellement ( i love you a lot) A tous les jours je réveille excité de parler a toi toute la journée❤️ (everyday i wake up excited to talk to you all day) Sei mio per sempre (you are my forever). J’espère que on peut être ensemble pour un longtemps parce que je ne sais pas quoi faire sans vous💓🔒(i hope we will be together for a longtime because i dont know what i’d do without you) J’aimerais être avec toi pour cette journée mais c’est correcte🙁🙂 (i’d love to spend the day with you but its okay). Ce mois passé a été le meilleur mois de ma vie et je t'aime tellement pour ça❤️(this past month has been the best month of my life and i love you so much for that) Happy 1 Month I love you❤️❤️
6/10/18 12:00 am
6/7/18 

ITS MY BEAUTIFUL NIECE'S AND ONE OF MY BEST GUY FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY AND BOYYO
"Shhh"     5.10-12.16     6.5.18

Danger Ahead, 
feeling dead.
"I'm fine"
I said.
And you believed me.
I see...
Its the words you pay attention to, 
not the eyes.
Tears stream down..
I'm falling from this breakdown.
Nervous and scared,
I quietly stared
into the night sky,
waiting for these tears to dry.
~ I'm slowly starting to realize I come to witty whenever something is wrong...My page is becoming so depressed...it's not helping~