Whysitgottabeme

Status: Stay my One And Only ❤️
Joined: December 7, 2017
Last Seen: 1 day
Birthday: March 7
user id: 400931
Location: In a bipolar state.
Gender: F
~I'm existant in this life, but am i living it? 
~Been heartbroken before by relationships, family, friends, and myself.
~I am my own enemy. (December 7, 2017)
~Everything on my page is original unless said otherwise 💕
~~This page is starting to become a diary...

 
Hey, this is just a bit about me:
1. Gender: Female.
2. Age: 16
3. Fave Color: Green, any light shade or a neon.
4. First impressions don't really matter to me, but Second impressions do, the most.

5. My trust issues are through the roof, If we're being honest here.
 

If you need to reach out: Whysitgottabeme.sarahah.com ; please specify your name and i'll reach out back.

Out with the old, In with the new 

Pfp not mine

I've had an account before this one..back in 2012 (December 21, 2012) and the whole reason i posted was so i could edit my stardoll presentation 😂 but ya know, check who I am following to see my old account.. LuffinAnimeslikechuluffme CRINGE WARNING it's soooo bad eeeeek



Quotes by Whysitgottabeme

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~Such Love For One Cannot Leave As Fast As that Person Did. Interesting.~
"Puddles and Ponds" 8/17/18 10:45pm

Salty water has never fallen so fast,
creating puddles into ponds.
Her smile breaks to a frown,
she wonders,
"Where'd it go wrong?"

He spoke the words she didn't think he'd speak so soon.
Time stops, her breath drops, her heart flatlines.
Those glorious ponds turn into an ocean.
No more land to walk on,
only to swim in.
How salty this water is,
is shriveling her inside and out.

Oh, how much she can't wait to bring that lovely smile she once had,
the one she didn't need to show in a while.
She dives in head first,
hits a rock and knocks out unconscious.
Regains, remembers...restarts

T'was that special thing we have nowadays.
Something people nowadays "can't live without".
No, not a beating heart,
No, not a living person,
But a charged cellphone.

It makes sense, y'know?
Cuz of the distance?
And then my situation?
It makes sense.
I'd understand...Kind of.

The clouds move carelessly,
letting the Sun breathe upon us once again.
The ocean is evaporating immensely,
ponds are decreasing,
puddles are becoming wetless.
But the weather's forecast said,
"We'll be back later tonight
To keep you updated
over the weather that'll be back as well"



~WIGBM
Canadian Babe❤ 3:52 PM
 
 
(Name) i love you and i think about you every second of the day waiting for the moments i get to talk to you i get anxious for the time i know you'll be back or when you'll be able to talk. I can't fill a void in my heart especially if its you thats in my heart. Those 5 days were rough and hard to deal with because i didnt know what i did wrong and i just wanted closure that i never got so i got mad and annoyed which led me to saying "im used to it" which i wasnt. These 5 days i wanted to tell you everything and was waiting for the times i was able to talk to you and unfortunately that was 15min before i had to give my phone in which sucked even more because all i wanted to do was talk to my girlfriend and tell her how everything is going even tho she doesn't understand anything i say when it's about hockey

Canadian Babe❤ 7:49 PM idk if ur busy rn or with ur fam but i love you so much and i will always stay yours because i will love you always no matter what happens between us. Im always sad when ur not able to talk or when u just randomly leave without telling me but i always know ur gonna come back which is why im always happy that you do. Whenever talking to you i cant help but smile because u make me the happiest guy on earth. I care so much about you almost more than hockey which is like very hard to beat💕 I know i make you feel a lot of different ways. Heck i made u not talk to me for a week which was hell for me. Anyways words cant explain how much i love you because you are just so amazing and perfect i think about you every second of the day. Everything is nothing without you❤️❤️ You mean the world to me (Said my full complete name)❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️hehe ur gonna hate me for that
~Flashbacks of the one that kinda hurt me most but still loved are coming back, why?~
Me 12:09 AM
 but i feel myself falling for him more and more every text i get, besides the ones that p*ss me off
 
 
 
Fluffy marshmallow 12:09 AM
Ummm ok I can't relate
 
 
Me 12:10 AM
 oof
 
 
Fluffy marshmallow 12:12 AM
But like how can u fall for him more tho
 
 
Me 12:13 AM
 oh its very possible
 
 
Me 12:14 AM
 you learn more things and youre just like "i f*cking love you what the f*ck" its hard to explain...i cant really express how i feel for him in words
 
 
Fluffy marshmallow 12:14 AM
How tho
 
 
Me 12:17 AM
 like i said, i cant describe it lmao
6/12/18
 Me 3:35 AM
do you ever think why your heart hasnt given up on you yet?
 
 Me 3:36 AM
it's not to torture you
 
Me 3:36 AM
its saying its not too late
 
Fluffy marshmallow 3:37 AM 
Damn (my name) where this come from

Me 3:37 AM
cuz no one really wants to die, they just want the suffering to end. If you're not dead now, there's a reason why you're alive.
 
Fluffy marshmallow 3:39 AM 
I'm not afraid of death lol and same goes for u no death I could give u list of reasons taller than the Empire State building why you're alive
 

Me 3:39 AM
oh my

Fluffy marshmallow 3:39 AM
Is there an issue